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Chapters (109)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Part One: D-Day
  5. Chapter One: Davey
  6. Chapter Two: Grace
  7. Chapter Three: Marjorie
  8. Chapter Four: Jack
  9. Chapter Five: Juliet
  10. Chapter Six: Molly
  11. Part Two: The Wake
  12. Chapter Seven: Molly
  13. Chapter Eight: Davey
  14. Chapter Nine: Grace
  15. Chapter Ten: Marjorie
  16. Chapter Eleven: Juliet
  17. Chapter Twelve: Jack
  18. Chapter Thirteen: Marjorie
  19. Chapter Fourteen: Grace
  20. Chapter Fifteen: Jack
  21. Chapter Sixteen: Molly
  22. Chapter Seventeen: Davey
  23. Chapter Eighteen: Juliet
  24. Part Three: The Funeral
  25. Chapter Nineteen: Grace
  26. Chapter Twenty: Davey
  27. Chapter Twenty-One: Jack
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two: Molly
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three: Juliet
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four: Marjorie
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five: Juliet
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six: Marjorie
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven: Jack
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight: Davey
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine: Grace
  36. Chapter Thirty: Molly
  37. Part Four: Year One
  38. Chapter Thirty-One: Juliet
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two: Grace
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three: Davey
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four: Marjorie
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five: Molly
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six: Jack
  44. Part Five: The Operation
  45. Chapter Thirty-Seven: Molly
  46. Chapter Thirty-Eight: Grace
  47. Chapter Thirty-Nine: Juliet
  48. Chapter Forty: Jack
  49. Chapter Forty-One: Davey
  50. Chapter Forty-Two: Marjorie
  51. Chapter Forty-Three: Grace
  52. Chapter Forty-Four: Jack
  53. Chapter Forty-Five: Molly
  54. Chapter Forty-Six: Juliet
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven: Davey
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight: Marjorie
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine: Grace
  58. Chapter Fifty: Juliet
  59. Chapter Fifty-One: Molly
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two: Davey
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three: Jack
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four: Marjorie
  63. Part Six: Year Two
  64. Chapter Fifty-Five: Jack
  65. Chapter Fifty-Six: Grace
  66. Chapter Fifty-Seven: Juliet
  67. Chapter Fifty-Eight: Marjorie
  68. Chapter Fifty-Nine: Davey
  69. Part Seven: The Homecoming
  70. Chapter Sixty: Molly
  71. Chapter Sixty-One: Marjorie
  72. Chapter Sixty-Two: Davey
  73. Chapter Sixty-Three: Grace
  74. Chapter Sixty-Four: Jack
  75. Chapter Sixty-Five: Molly
  76. Chapter Sixty-Six: Juliet
  77. Chapter Sixty-Seven: Davey
  78. Chapter Sixty-Eight: Molly
  79. Chapter Sixty-Nine: Grace
  80. Part Eight: The Court Case
  81. Chapter Seventy: Grace
  82. Chapter Seventy-One: Molly
  83. Chapter Seventy-Two: Jack
  84. Chapter Seventy-Three: Grace
  85. Chapter Seventy-Four: Davey
  86. Chapter Seventy-Five: Juliet
  87. Chapter Seventy-Six: Jack
  88. Chapter Seventy-Seven: Molly
  89. Chapter Seventy-Eight: Jack
  90. Chapter Seventy-Nine: Grace
  91. Chapter Eighty: Marjorie
  92. Chapter Eighty-One: Juliet
  93. Chapter Eighty-Two: Molly
  94. Part Nine: The Birth
  95. Chapter Eighty-Three: Davey
  96. Chapter Eighty-Four: Marjorie
  97. Chapter Eighty-Five: Juliet
  98. Chapter Eighty-Six: Molly
  99. Chapter Eighty-Seven: Marjorie
  100. Chapter Eighty-Eight: Jack
  101. Chapter Eighty-Nine: Molly
  102. Chapter Ninety: Grace
  103. Chapter Ninety-One: Davey
  104. Chapter Ninety-Two: Juliet
  105. Epilogue
  106. About the Author
  107. A Note From the Author
  108. Acknowledgements
  109. Reading Group Questions

Jane thought about it and walked away and sat at a desk. Marjorie faced Juliet. ‘I have not taken Davey away. I couldn’t do that even if I wanted to, and I don’t.’

‘That’s just words. This baby will come and you’ll be a family.’

‘You are my family.’

‘Bullshit.’

‘You think he just came home for me and this baby? You’re wrong. He came home because you were miserable in America.’

‘That’s not true.’

‘It is true. There was a change in you after your last visit: you were unhappy, unsettled, you couldn’t focus on your schoolwork, you were moody and sad and no matter what he did he couldn’t help you. He didn’t know I was pregnant when he made that decision. He moved home for you, Juliet.’

Something changed in the child. Marjorie saw the change happen before her eyes. She softened; the anger ebbed away. Juliet wiped away a tear. ‘And now he’s landed me on you.’

‘I wanted to raise you as my own but I was living in a one-bed flat after the divorce.’

‘As if.’

‘Ask your gran or your granda or Grace or Davey, who I gave shit to because I was jealous and I didn’t think he was good enough for you.’

Juliet smiled a little. ‘Poor Davey, everyone gives him shit all the time.’

‘I want us to be a family, and I think if your ma is looking down – and I know she’s not but if she is – she’d be over the moon.’

Juliet nodded. ‘You really wanted me?’

‘Really I did.’

‘Marjorie?’

‘Yes, love.’

‘Something terrible happened in America.’

Jane returned with the forms. ‘Are you buying anything or not?’

‘Go away.’

‘I work here.’

‘Not for long if I have anything to say about it,’ Marjorie said. Jane was gone.

There and then, while sitting on the second-dearest bed in a furniture shop in the city of Dublin, Juliet told Marjorie the story of Trevor and what he did to her and how scared and isolated, guilty, dirty and ashamed it made her feel. Marjorie could feel her temperature rising and her temper kick in. Oh, Rabbit.

Be cool, Marjorie, be cool.

Her insides ached and her baby kicked and her mind flooded with memories she’d locked away since she was eight years old. The anger rose inside her, raising her core temperature so much she could feel her head sweating.

‘I’ll track him down, torture him, kill him and bury him in lime.’

‘That’s very specific,’ Juliet said. She couldn’t look at Marjorie; her eyes were cast down towards the floor, her cheeks were flushed, she was on the verge of tears.

I know this, I understand this, I was you. Marjorie took her into her arms. ‘It’s not your fault. He’s a scumbag and he will be dealt with. Your uncle Davey . . .’