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Chapters (109)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Part One: D-Day
  5. Chapter One: Davey
  6. Chapter Two: Grace
  7. Chapter Three: Marjorie
  8. Chapter Four: Jack
  9. Chapter Five: Juliet
  10. Chapter Six: Molly
  11. Part Two: The Wake
  12. Chapter Seven: Molly
  13. Chapter Eight: Davey
  14. Chapter Nine: Grace
  15. Chapter Ten: Marjorie
  16. Chapter Eleven: Juliet
  17. Chapter Twelve: Jack
  18. Chapter Thirteen: Marjorie
  19. Chapter Fourteen: Grace
  20. Chapter Fifteen: Jack
  21. Chapter Sixteen: Molly
  22. Chapter Seventeen: Davey
  23. Chapter Eighteen: Juliet
  24. Part Three: The Funeral
  25. Chapter Nineteen: Grace
  26. Chapter Twenty: Davey
  27. Chapter Twenty-One: Jack
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two: Molly
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three: Juliet
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four: Marjorie
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five: Juliet
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six: Marjorie
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven: Jack
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight: Davey
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine: Grace
  36. Chapter Thirty: Molly
  37. Part Four: Year One
  38. Chapter Thirty-One: Juliet
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two: Grace
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three: Davey
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four: Marjorie
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five: Molly
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six: Jack
  44. Part Five: The Operation
  45. Chapter Thirty-Seven: Molly
  46. Chapter Thirty-Eight: Grace
  47. Chapter Thirty-Nine: Juliet
  48. Chapter Forty: Jack
  49. Chapter Forty-One: Davey
  50. Chapter Forty-Two: Marjorie
  51. Chapter Forty-Three: Grace
  52. Chapter Forty-Four: Jack
  53. Chapter Forty-Five: Molly
  54. Chapter Forty-Six: Juliet
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven: Davey
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight: Marjorie
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine: Grace
  58. Chapter Fifty: Juliet
  59. Chapter Fifty-One: Molly
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two: Davey
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three: Jack
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four: Marjorie
  63. Part Six: Year Two
  64. Chapter Fifty-Five: Jack
  65. Chapter Fifty-Six: Grace
  66. Chapter Fifty-Seven: Juliet
  67. Chapter Fifty-Eight: Marjorie
  68. Chapter Fifty-Nine: Davey
  69. Part Seven: The Homecoming
  70. Chapter Sixty: Molly
  71. Chapter Sixty-One: Marjorie
  72. Chapter Sixty-Two: Davey
  73. Chapter Sixty-Three: Grace
  74. Chapter Sixty-Four: Jack
  75. Chapter Sixty-Five: Molly
  76. Chapter Sixty-Six: Juliet
  77. Chapter Sixty-Seven: Davey
  78. Chapter Sixty-Eight: Molly
  79. Chapter Sixty-Nine: Grace
  80. Part Eight: The Court Case
  81. Chapter Seventy: Grace
  82. Chapter Seventy-One: Molly
  83. Chapter Seventy-Two: Jack
  84. Chapter Seventy-Three: Grace
  85. Chapter Seventy-Four: Davey
  86. Chapter Seventy-Five: Juliet
  87. Chapter Seventy-Six: Jack
  88. Chapter Seventy-Seven: Molly
  89. Chapter Seventy-Eight: Jack
  90. Chapter Seventy-Nine: Grace
  91. Chapter Eighty: Marjorie
  92. Chapter Eighty-One: Juliet
  93. Chapter Eighty-Two: Molly
  94. Part Nine: The Birth
  95. Chapter Eighty-Three: Davey
  96. Chapter Eighty-Four: Marjorie
  97. Chapter Eighty-Five: Juliet
  98. Chapter Eighty-Six: Molly
  99. Chapter Eighty-Seven: Marjorie
  100. Chapter Eighty-Eight: Jack
  101. Chapter Eighty-Nine: Molly
  102. Chapter Ninety: Grace
  103. Chapter Ninety-One: Davey
  104. Chapter Ninety-Two: Juliet
  105. Epilogue
  106. About the Author
  107. A Note From the Author
  108. Acknowledgements
  109. Reading Group Questions

‘No you didn’t. You did your very best and that girl needed to go, and you were there to see her off, just as you were to see her in. You had a pain in your arse – you’re human, Molly. You’re one of the best and most caring people I know.’

‘Fuck off.’

‘You’ve also got the foulest tongue, and I’ve been around some charmers in my day,’ he said, and she smiled through cascading tears.

‘The truth is, God’s not omnipotent, and neither are you, but I like to think you both try,’ Father Frank said. ‘Take comfort in that, Molly.’

She hugged her priest and squeezed him tight. ‘Be careful of the ribs there, Molly.’

She cried on his shoulder, and when she was exhausted from tears, she lay with her head on his shoulder, spent from emotion, and for the first time since that fateful morning, grateful to be alive. Before she knew it he had started to sing, and to be fair to Frank he had a lovely tone to his voice. ‘Amazing Grace! How sweet the sound . . .’

‘Ah, will ya stop?’

‘Sing it with me, Molly.’

‘That saved a wretch like me . . . Come on, Molly, sing it with me . . . I once was lost, but now I’m found, was blind but now I see.’

Molly joined in. It was one of her favourites, and seeing as she had just bared her soul in a prison chapel, she thought . . . what the hell . . . ‘Through many dangers, toils and snares, I have already come. ’Tis grace has brought me safe thus far, and grace will lead me home.’

When they were done singing, like two drunks at a party, Molly sat quietly, and then she heard it – the most beautiful sound in the world, Rabbit’s voice inside her head. Well, I’ve fucking seen it all now, Ma. #Mortified.

Molly was laughing. ‘Oh Rabbit, there you are, love. There you are, my girl. Your ma loves ya – you know that, don’t ya?’

Of course I do, you big sap. I was here all along, Ma, you just couldn’t hear me.

I’m so sorry, love. I hear you now.

Father Frank looked around, not quite sure what to do as Molly raised her hands to heaven and cried happy tears. ‘She’s come back to me, Frank.’

‘You’re not seeing things are you, Molly?’ he asked, concerned.

‘No, you big eejit, I’m hearing things,’ she said, as if that was any better.

‘Like what?’

She listened. ‘Rabbit is calling us a pair of saps and saying religion is bollocks.’

‘That does sound like her.’

Before they parted Father Frank confirmed that Molly was going to apologise to the judge in the morning.

She nodded and she laughed. ‘It will be a pleasure.’

‘Now, Molly,’ he warned, ‘don’t start.’

‘As if I would.’

Neck of him, she heard Rabbit say, and she laughed a little.