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Chapters (109)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Part One: D-Day
  5. Chapter One: Davey
  6. Chapter Two: Grace
  7. Chapter Three: Marjorie
  8. Chapter Four: Jack
  9. Chapter Five: Juliet
  10. Chapter Six: Molly
  11. Part Two: The Wake
  12. Chapter Seven: Molly
  13. Chapter Eight: Davey
  14. Chapter Nine: Grace
  15. Chapter Ten: Marjorie
  16. Chapter Eleven: Juliet
  17. Chapter Twelve: Jack
  18. Chapter Thirteen: Marjorie
  19. Chapter Fourteen: Grace
  20. Chapter Fifteen: Jack
  21. Chapter Sixteen: Molly
  22. Chapter Seventeen: Davey
  23. Chapter Eighteen: Juliet
  24. Part Three: The Funeral
  25. Chapter Nineteen: Grace
  26. Chapter Twenty: Davey
  27. Chapter Twenty-One: Jack
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two: Molly
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three: Juliet
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four: Marjorie
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five: Juliet
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six: Marjorie
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven: Jack
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight: Davey
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine: Grace
  36. Chapter Thirty: Molly
  37. Part Four: Year One
  38. Chapter Thirty-One: Juliet
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two: Grace
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three: Davey
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four: Marjorie
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five: Molly
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six: Jack
  44. Part Five: The Operation
  45. Chapter Thirty-Seven: Molly
  46. Chapter Thirty-Eight: Grace
  47. Chapter Thirty-Nine: Juliet
  48. Chapter Forty: Jack
  49. Chapter Forty-One: Davey
  50. Chapter Forty-Two: Marjorie
  51. Chapter Forty-Three: Grace
  52. Chapter Forty-Four: Jack
  53. Chapter Forty-Five: Molly
  54. Chapter Forty-Six: Juliet
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven: Davey
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight: Marjorie
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine: Grace
  58. Chapter Fifty: Juliet
  59. Chapter Fifty-One: Molly
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two: Davey
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three: Jack
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four: Marjorie
  63. Part Six: Year Two
  64. Chapter Fifty-Five: Jack
  65. Chapter Fifty-Six: Grace
  66. Chapter Fifty-Seven: Juliet
  67. Chapter Fifty-Eight: Marjorie
  68. Chapter Fifty-Nine: Davey
  69. Part Seven: The Homecoming
  70. Chapter Sixty: Molly
  71. Chapter Sixty-One: Marjorie
  72. Chapter Sixty-Two: Davey
  73. Chapter Sixty-Three: Grace
  74. Chapter Sixty-Four: Jack
  75. Chapter Sixty-Five: Molly
  76. Chapter Sixty-Six: Juliet
  77. Chapter Sixty-Seven: Davey
  78. Chapter Sixty-Eight: Molly
  79. Chapter Sixty-Nine: Grace
  80. Part Eight: The Court Case
  81. Chapter Seventy: Grace
  82. Chapter Seventy-One: Molly
  83. Chapter Seventy-Two: Jack
  84. Chapter Seventy-Three: Grace
  85. Chapter Seventy-Four: Davey
  86. Chapter Seventy-Five: Juliet
  87. Chapter Seventy-Six: Jack
  88. Chapter Seventy-Seven: Molly
  89. Chapter Seventy-Eight: Jack
  90. Chapter Seventy-Nine: Grace
  91. Chapter Eighty: Marjorie
  92. Chapter Eighty-One: Juliet
  93. Chapter Eighty-Two: Molly
  94. Part Nine: The Birth
  95. Chapter Eighty-Three: Davey
  96. Chapter Eighty-Four: Marjorie
  97. Chapter Eighty-Five: Juliet
  98. Chapter Eighty-Six: Molly
  99. Chapter Eighty-Seven: Marjorie
  100. Chapter Eighty-Eight: Jack
  101. Chapter Eighty-Nine: Molly
  102. Chapter Ninety: Grace
  103. Chapter Ninety-One: Davey
  104. Chapter Ninety-Two: Juliet
  105. Epilogue
  106. About the Author
  107. A Note From the Author
  108. Acknowledgements
  109. Reading Group Questions

After a week spent in bed, avoiding calls from her daughter, the Fingal Four, the shelter, the clothes bank and the soup kitchen, Molly finally dragged herself up and went to her GP. Angus had been her GP for thirty years.

‘You don’t look like yourself,’ he said.

‘I don’t feel like meself.’

‘What’s going on, Molly?’

‘You know the way my mother suffered a bit with her nerves?’

‘I do.’

‘It used to terrify me that someday I’d end up like her.’

‘How do you feel, Molly?’

‘Like I’m dying inside, like I want to shut down and everything just needs to stop. It’s too fast, you know?’

‘It’s OK to be depressed.’

‘No, it isn’t.’

‘You’ve lost your daughter.’

‘I have,’ she said, and tears slid down her face. ‘I have lost her.’

‘I’m going to prescribe some antidepressants. Will you take them?’

‘I don’t want to be like my mother,’ she said.

‘You’re not like her, Molly, you’re just grieving and you need some help, that’s all.’

‘I don’t know if I can find me way back.’

‘You’ll come back. You’re Molly Hayes,’ he said, and he chuckled to himself.

‘Yeah, and what’s so great about her?’

‘Seeing is believing,’ he said.

She left with a prescription. She filled it that day and started her first pill the same evening.

Marjorie called to the house three days later to tell her that she was pregnant. The news came as a shock; Marjorie was no spring chicken – forty-two and her first pregnancy.

‘Christ on a bike. Jesus, Mary and Saint Joseph . . .’ she said, immediately placing her hand on Marjorie’s stomach.

‘Is it Davey? Did he do this to you, love?’ she asked.

‘I wouldn’t put it that way,’ Marjorie said.

‘So it’s his?’ Molly said, and Marjorie nodded. Molly inhaled and tears built in her eyes. She clapped her hands together and she smiled the brightest and biggest smile.

‘Well now, isn’t that something?’ she said, and for a moment she looked around and she was about to call out to her husband. Jack, did you hear that? Did you hear, our Marjorie and Davey are having a baby? But she didn’t because he wasn’t there, so instead she took Marjorie in her arms and she held her tightly.

‘Best news ever,’ she said. ‘Oh, our Rabbit would have loved this.’

Marjorie burst into tears. ‘Thanks, I really needed that.’

‘Have you spoken to Davey?’

‘Two nights ago. He says he’s coming home.’

‘For you and the baby.’

‘He says he was coming home anyway for Juliet, but yeah, I suppose. It’s complicated – he’s happy, though.’

It was everything Molly had dreamed of and hoped for, her son and granddaughter returning home, and still she felt so very numb.

‘You’d think he’d tell his mother.’