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Chapters (109)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Part One: D-Day
  5. Chapter One: Davey
  6. Chapter Two: Grace
  7. Chapter Three: Marjorie
  8. Chapter Four: Jack
  9. Chapter Five: Juliet
  10. Chapter Six: Molly
  11. Part Two: The Wake
  12. Chapter Seven: Molly
  13. Chapter Eight: Davey
  14. Chapter Nine: Grace
  15. Chapter Ten: Marjorie
  16. Chapter Eleven: Juliet
  17. Chapter Twelve: Jack
  18. Chapter Thirteen: Marjorie
  19. Chapter Fourteen: Grace
  20. Chapter Fifteen: Jack
  21. Chapter Sixteen: Molly
  22. Chapter Seventeen: Davey
  23. Chapter Eighteen: Juliet
  24. Part Three: The Funeral
  25. Chapter Nineteen: Grace
  26. Chapter Twenty: Davey
  27. Chapter Twenty-One: Jack
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two: Molly
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three: Juliet
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four: Marjorie
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five: Juliet
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six: Marjorie
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven: Jack
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight: Davey
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine: Grace
  36. Chapter Thirty: Molly
  37. Part Four: Year One
  38. Chapter Thirty-One: Juliet
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two: Grace
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three: Davey
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four: Marjorie
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five: Molly
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six: Jack
  44. Part Five: The Operation
  45. Chapter Thirty-Seven: Molly
  46. Chapter Thirty-Eight: Grace
  47. Chapter Thirty-Nine: Juliet
  48. Chapter Forty: Jack
  49. Chapter Forty-One: Davey
  50. Chapter Forty-Two: Marjorie
  51. Chapter Forty-Three: Grace
  52. Chapter Forty-Four: Jack
  53. Chapter Forty-Five: Molly
  54. Chapter Forty-Six: Juliet
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven: Davey
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight: Marjorie
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine: Grace
  58. Chapter Fifty: Juliet
  59. Chapter Fifty-One: Molly
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two: Davey
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three: Jack
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four: Marjorie
  63. Part Six: Year Two
  64. Chapter Fifty-Five: Jack
  65. Chapter Fifty-Six: Grace
  66. Chapter Fifty-Seven: Juliet
  67. Chapter Fifty-Eight: Marjorie
  68. Chapter Fifty-Nine: Davey
  69. Part Seven: The Homecoming
  70. Chapter Sixty: Molly
  71. Chapter Sixty-One: Marjorie
  72. Chapter Sixty-Two: Davey
  73. Chapter Sixty-Three: Grace
  74. Chapter Sixty-Four: Jack
  75. Chapter Sixty-Five: Molly
  76. Chapter Sixty-Six: Juliet
  77. Chapter Sixty-Seven: Davey
  78. Chapter Sixty-Eight: Molly
  79. Chapter Sixty-Nine: Grace
  80. Part Eight: The Court Case
  81. Chapter Seventy: Grace
  82. Chapter Seventy-One: Molly
  83. Chapter Seventy-Two: Jack
  84. Chapter Seventy-Three: Grace
  85. Chapter Seventy-Four: Davey
  86. Chapter Seventy-Five: Juliet
  87. Chapter Seventy-Six: Jack
  88. Chapter Seventy-Seven: Molly
  89. Chapter Seventy-Eight: Jack
  90. Chapter Seventy-Nine: Grace
  91. Chapter Eighty: Marjorie
  92. Chapter Eighty-One: Juliet
  93. Chapter Eighty-Two: Molly
  94. Part Nine: The Birth
  95. Chapter Eighty-Three: Davey
  96. Chapter Eighty-Four: Marjorie
  97. Chapter Eighty-Five: Juliet
  98. Chapter Eighty-Six: Molly
  99. Chapter Eighty-Seven: Marjorie
  100. Chapter Eighty-Eight: Jack
  101. Chapter Eighty-Nine: Molly
  102. Chapter Ninety: Grace
  103. Chapter Ninety-One: Davey
  104. Chapter Ninety-Two: Juliet
  105. Epilogue
  106. About the Author
  107. A Note From the Author
  108. Acknowledgements
  109. Reading Group Questions

‘HOW ARE YOU, LOVE?’ he said slowly and loudly.

‘Better for seeing you, Da. Did Ma threaten you with a bag of oranges?’

‘No, I came myself.’

‘Aren’t you a big boy . . .’ she said, and Lenny nodded apologetically.

‘I’m sorry, Grace.’

‘For what, Da?’

‘For not, well, um, for . . .’

‘You’re not sorry.’

‘We have a difference of opinion, Gracie, but I love you and I want to be there for you.’

‘Do you wanna see them, Da?’

‘Ah, now!’ He stood up and backed away.

‘Sorry, Jack, she’s been showing them to everyone.’

‘Ah Grace, what are you doing?’

‘They’re not mine, Da, they’re not real, they’re an example of modern medicine.’

Lenny and Jack shared a concerned look. Grace hit the button and her eyes started to swim.

‘The good news is, I love drugs.’

Jack visited his daughter while she was in hospital and every day for a month after she left; they never, ever referred to her mastectomies and implants again.

He met Derek in his office to sign the contracts. He had been to the office once before, when his daughter was excitedly showing him around the place.

‘This is my cubicle, Da,’ she said, and it was hard to miss: there were photographs of Juliet, her family, Johnny, the band and one with just him and her. It made him feel so proud – his daughter, the journalist. He passed her old cubicle; someone else was sitting in it, a young man with a checked shirt and a bun in his hair. No photos adorned his walls, but he kept body spray and hand cream on display. All traces of Rabbit were gone.

He sat at Derek’s desk and he showed him the contracts he had already signed. ‘You just have to sign here.’

He looked and picked up the pen; he hesitated. He had spent a year fighting with his wife about this and that. Everything, really. They seemed to agree on nothing anymore and now this, the thing that divided them most, Rabbit’s book.

‘Is everything all right, Jack?’ Derek asked.

‘It’s fine,’ he said, but it wasn’t fine at all.

‘You can take it home and think about it,’ Derek said.

‘You’re a patient man, Derek. It’s taken us over a year to get here.’

‘What are your fears, Jack?’ he asked.

‘Me wife,’ Jack said.

‘She doesn’t want this.’

‘She thinks that by publishing Rabbit’s last days we’ll be exposing her to public scrutiny, and people can be so cruel. She doesn’t want her girl to be ripped apart by strangers.’

‘I understand that, but a lot of people will identify, they’ll take comfort from her, they might even love her a little.’

‘She wanted this, Derek.’

‘She really did.’

‘Did I ever tell you what she said to me on the day you published her first blog?’

‘No.’