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Chapters (109)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Part One: D-Day
  5. Chapter One: Davey
  6. Chapter Two: Grace
  7. Chapter Three: Marjorie
  8. Chapter Four: Jack
  9. Chapter Five: Juliet
  10. Chapter Six: Molly
  11. Part Two: The Wake
  12. Chapter Seven: Molly
  13. Chapter Eight: Davey
  14. Chapter Nine: Grace
  15. Chapter Ten: Marjorie
  16. Chapter Eleven: Juliet
  17. Chapter Twelve: Jack
  18. Chapter Thirteen: Marjorie
  19. Chapter Fourteen: Grace
  20. Chapter Fifteen: Jack
  21. Chapter Sixteen: Molly
  22. Chapter Seventeen: Davey
  23. Chapter Eighteen: Juliet
  24. Part Three: The Funeral
  25. Chapter Nineteen: Grace
  26. Chapter Twenty: Davey
  27. Chapter Twenty-One: Jack
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two: Molly
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three: Juliet
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four: Marjorie
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five: Juliet
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six: Marjorie
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven: Jack
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight: Davey
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine: Grace
  36. Chapter Thirty: Molly
  37. Part Four: Year One
  38. Chapter Thirty-One: Juliet
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two: Grace
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three: Davey
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four: Marjorie
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five: Molly
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six: Jack
  44. Part Five: The Operation
  45. Chapter Thirty-Seven: Molly
  46. Chapter Thirty-Eight: Grace
  47. Chapter Thirty-Nine: Juliet
  48. Chapter Forty: Jack
  49. Chapter Forty-One: Davey
  50. Chapter Forty-Two: Marjorie
  51. Chapter Forty-Three: Grace
  52. Chapter Forty-Four: Jack
  53. Chapter Forty-Five: Molly
  54. Chapter Forty-Six: Juliet
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven: Davey
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight: Marjorie
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine: Grace
  58. Chapter Fifty: Juliet
  59. Chapter Fifty-One: Molly
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two: Davey
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three: Jack
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four: Marjorie
  63. Part Six: Year Two
  64. Chapter Fifty-Five: Jack
  65. Chapter Fifty-Six: Grace
  66. Chapter Fifty-Seven: Juliet
  67. Chapter Fifty-Eight: Marjorie
  68. Chapter Fifty-Nine: Davey
  69. Part Seven: The Homecoming
  70. Chapter Sixty: Molly
  71. Chapter Sixty-One: Marjorie
  72. Chapter Sixty-Two: Davey
  73. Chapter Sixty-Three: Grace
  74. Chapter Sixty-Four: Jack
  75. Chapter Sixty-Five: Molly
  76. Chapter Sixty-Six: Juliet
  77. Chapter Sixty-Seven: Davey
  78. Chapter Sixty-Eight: Molly
  79. Chapter Sixty-Nine: Grace
  80. Part Eight: The Court Case
  81. Chapter Seventy: Grace
  82. Chapter Seventy-One: Molly
  83. Chapter Seventy-Two: Jack
  84. Chapter Seventy-Three: Grace
  85. Chapter Seventy-Four: Davey
  86. Chapter Seventy-Five: Juliet
  87. Chapter Seventy-Six: Jack
  88. Chapter Seventy-Seven: Molly
  89. Chapter Seventy-Eight: Jack
  90. Chapter Seventy-Nine: Grace
  91. Chapter Eighty: Marjorie
  92. Chapter Eighty-One: Juliet
  93. Chapter Eighty-Two: Molly
  94. Part Nine: The Birth
  95. Chapter Eighty-Three: Davey
  96. Chapter Eighty-Four: Marjorie
  97. Chapter Eighty-Five: Juliet
  98. Chapter Eighty-Six: Molly
  99. Chapter Eighty-Seven: Marjorie
  100. Chapter Eighty-Eight: Jack
  101. Chapter Eighty-Nine: Molly
  102. Chapter Ninety: Grace
  103. Chapter Ninety-One: Davey
  104. Chapter Ninety-Two: Juliet
  105. Epilogue
  106. About the Author
  107. A Note From the Author
  108. Acknowledgements
  109. Reading Group Questions

‘Goodnight, Granda,’ he said, and he headed back into the caravan. Jack took off down the road before it started to rock again. His grandson had given him a lot to think about. Grace didn’t want to put the kids through cancer. Of course that made sense, but . . . He still didn’t like it.

He parked outside his house and made his way inside. It was quiet, not a mouse was stirring. He looked in on Kyle sleeping soundly on the sofa and went into the kitchen to make a cup of tea before bed. He pulled his phone from his pocket and noticed a new message. He dialled his voicemail.

‘Hello, Jack, it’s Derek here. Good news – the contract’s finally arrived, so if you have time this week, maybe we could meet in my office. The publishers tell me they plan to release the book within the year . . . Oh, and we have a name: Never Let Go. I’d love to hear your thoughts. Call me.’

Over the course of the year that had passed, Molly had made it clear she wanted nothing to do with the book. She especially didn’t like the idea of Rabbit being opened up to criticism without being here to defend herself.

‘But it’s what she wanted,’ Jack had argued.

‘And if she’s right about the afterlife, she wants nothing now,’ she said. But Derek only required his signature on the contracts; Molly couldn’t stop them unless she sued, and even the mighty Molly Hayes wouldn’t do that. She knew deep down, whether she liked it or not, it was Rabbit’s wish. Why can’t she just accept it and support us? he thought.

And it was then the penny dropped. Oh, God Almighty, I’m such an idiot. I’m so sorry, Grace.

With no sofa to sleep on he headed upstairs, avoiding the creaking third step from the top. He looked in on Juliet, who was sound asleep with her computer opened on a YouTube channel with the video paused: Top Ten Best Kisses. God Almighty, they’re all at it. He undressed in the hall and crept into the bedroom; thankfully Molly was asleep. He put on his pyjamas and slipped into bed, ever so gently. He resolved to visit Grace the very next day, with flowers and chocolates and the biggest card he could find. He needed to forgive and be forgiven, and he also needed allies; there was another much bigger fight brewing. Molly wanted to protect her daughter’s memory and hold it close, and he wanted to share it with the world. In all their years together Jack and Molly had fought many battles, but this would be their great war and he wasn’t sure their marriage would survive it. It was a terrible thing to think at his age that his marriage could fail, that he could lose the love of his life entirely.