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Chapters (91)
  1. Cover
  2. Also by Jacqueline Woodson
  3. Dedication
  4. Part 1
  5. Memory like a Movie
  6. Everybody’s Looking for a Hero
  7. Day after the Game
  8. Before the Ever After
  9. Daniel
  10. ZJ
  11. You Love a Thing?
  12. Who We Are & What We Love
  13. Ollie
  14. Rap Song
  15. Unbelievable
  16. On My Daddy’s Shoulders
  17. The First Time, Again
  18. Tears
  19. Real Fiction
  20. Race Day
  21. Tackle
  22. Maplewood, 2000
  23. January 1, 2000
  24. Like We Used to Do on Fridays
  25. Deep Water
  26. Thanks, Bruh
  27. Two-Hand Touch
  28. From Outside
  29. Migraine
  30. Repetition
  31. Tests
  32. The Trees
  33. Daydreams
  34. Middle of the Night
  35. And Then There’s the Morning
  36. Prayer
  37. Driving
  38. Call Me Little Man
  39. The Whole Truth
  40. A Different Kind of Sunday
  41. Waterboy
  42. Wishes
  43. Too Many of Them
  44. Over Breakfast
  45. Playing Something Pretty
  46. E String
  47. How to Write a Song for My Daddy
  48. Used to Be
  49. Bird
  50. When It Feels like the Whole World Is Screaming
  51. Part 2
  52. Visit
  53. Friends
  54. Pigskin Dreams
  55. Some Days
  56. Back Then
  57. The Broken Thing
  58. Haiku for Daddy
  59. Before Tupac and Biggie
  60. Our Songs
  61. Skate Park
  62. New Normal
  63. Memory like a Song
  64. Darry Dancing
  65. The Trail
  66. Snow Day
  67. Dream
  68. Down the Hall from My Room
  69. A Future with Me in It
  70. Audition
  71. Good Days
  72. Apple from the Tree
  73. Birthday
  74. Invite List
  75. The Party
  76. After Midnight
  77. Football
  78. Everett
  79. Waiting
  80. Jazz
  81. Maplewood Blues Song
  82. Pigskin Dreams 2
  83. The Partridge Family
  84. It’s All Gonna Be Right in the Morning
  85. Ways to Disappear
  86. Company
  87. Music
  88. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  89. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  90. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  91. What’s next onyour reading list?

For more than two decades, Nancy Paulsen has been the wonder behind my books. She’s read draft after draft, sent me research articles, pointed out my inconsistencies and repetition, told me what was fabulous about my writing and what “still needed a little work.” When I was bumming about my characters, she came over and made me and my family dinner and talked me through the hard stuff. For anyone who has ever wondered what an editor does—this is it. Well, this is my editor. Maybe other people aren’t so fortunate. I hope every writer gets this lucky one day.

The Trusted Reader-Friends

These are the people with whom you talk about what you’re working on. (You don’t talk to everyone, because if you’re talking about it, how are you writing it?) But sometimes you need to bounce something off some people. Sometimes you show your very new, very fragile writing to them and they go, “This is so exciting.” They read it with all its typos and half thoughts and clichés and they say, “Your writing is so great, just keep going.” They say, “This is going to be amazing.” And so you do keep going—knowing that you’re only at the beginning and that your friends are saying what you need to hear to keep you moving forward. Juliet, Toshi Reagon, Kwame Alexander, Jason Reynolds, Donald Douglas.

The Village

Here is where the peeps behind every book I’ve ever written or dreamed of writing live. They’re the ones who take your kids to dinner and study with them so you can write, gather around you, do their own changing-the-world work, break bread with you, vote with you, recycle with you, and sometimes just sit and talk and laugh with you. The Village is your air, your tribe, your strength. Jackson Leroi, Toshi G., Linda, Jana, Jane, Tayari, Tashawn, Kali, Min Jin, Lanita, Kaija, Ellery, Stephanie, Robyn, Karin . . . and everyone else—you know who you are.

And these are the people who help produce my books year after year—copyeditor Cindy Howle, designers Theresa Evangelista and Marikka Tamura, Sara LaFleur in editorial, and the late, great Wendy Pitts in production.

ABOUT THE AUTHOR