Back Before Now
Chapters (123)
  1. PLAYLIST
  2. CONTENT NOTE
  3. Dedication
  4. 1
  5. REMI
  6. 2
  7. FOSTER
  8. 3
  9. REMI
  10. 4
  11. REMI
  12. Before…
  13. 5
  14. REMI
  15. Now…
  16. 6
  17. FOSTER
  18. 7
  19. FOSTER
  20. Before…
  21. 8
  22. REMI
  23. Now…
  24. 9
  25. FOSTER
  26. 10
  27. REMI
  28. Before…
  29. 11
  30. FOSTER
  31. 12
  32. REMI
  33. Now…
  34. 13
  35. FOSTER
  36. 14
  37. FOSTER
  38. Before…
  39. 15
  40. REMI
  41. 16
  42. REMI
  43. 17
  44. REMI
  45. Now…
  46. 18
  47. FOSTER
  48. 19
  49. FOSTER
  50. Before…
  51. 20
  52. REMI
  53. 21
  54. FOSTER
  55. 22
  56. REMI
  57. Now…
  58. 23
  59. REMI
  60. Before…
  61. 24
  62. FOSTER
  63. Now…
  64. 25
  65. FOSTER
  66. Before…
  67. 26
  68. REMI
  69. Now…
  70. 27
  71. FOSTER
  72. Before…
  73. 28
  74. FOSTER
  75. Now…
  76. 29
  77. REMI
  78. Before…
  79. 30
  80. REMI
  81. Now…
  82. 31
  83. FOSTER
  84. 32
  85. REMI
  86. 33
  87. FOSTER
  88. 34
  89. REMI
  90. 35
  91. FOSTER
  92. 36
  93. REMI
  94. 37
  95. FOSTER
  96. 38
  97. FOSTER
  98. Before…
  99. 39
  100. FOSTER
  101. Now…
  102. 40
  103. REMI
  104. 41
  105. FOSTER
  106. 42
  107. REMI
  108. 43
  109. FOSTER
  110. 44
  111. REMI
  112. 45
  113. FOSTER
  114. 46
  115. REMI
  116. 47
  117. FOSTER
  118. EPILOGUE
  119. FOSTER
  120. Later…
  121. ALSO BY C.G. BLAINE
  122. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  123. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

She snorts. “Great. They can teach me how to avoid them.” After a not-so-subtle dig at me, she quits screwing with the shoestring, and her hand lands on my foot. “My talent lies in conducting interviews, which you wouldn’t know.” She’s on a roll, and my lips twitch. “I’m not used to being on this side of the lens.”

“Anymore.”

Our eyes meet, and she softly echoes, “Anymore.”

My free hand’s close enough I skim my knuckles over her black knee-high above one boot. “You’re just out of practice.” The arm covering her middle falls to her side—her other hand landing on my other shoe. So, I flip my palm and let mine settle the same way. “With the right direction, I’m sure it’ll come back to you.”

She smiles and looks away, but like every other time, those hypnotic orbs return to me. “Direct me then.”

Fuck, her raspy voice has no right to sound so sexy.

I drag my teeth over my bottom lip, switching to the viewfinder. “For starters, you need to relax.”

“I am relaxed,” she defends, but the tension remains in her shoulders and forehead.

“So relaxed.” I adjust the lens to see more of her. “I think we can do better. Take down your hair.”

After studying me for a second, Remi reaches up. My fingers flex around her leg as she removes the clip. Her dark red hair spills over her shoulders, the clip clattering into the soap tray screwed to the wall. She sets her phone down on the ledge by mine and repositions. Her lower body shifts even closer to me, her upper stretching out and reclining. Then she rests her head on the tiled wall behind her in a mirror to mine, the black ends of her hair splaying over her white shirt around the two open buttons.

Without thinking, I lean forward and tuck a lock behind her ear. Her chest stalls when I touch her. As I sit back, my hand returns to her leg but higher. My thumb sweeps back and forth over the material. But I want her skin.

I want what I could only watch back then.

Remi licks her lips. “What are you thinking about?”

“I’m remembering how hot you look when you come,” I tell her.

Her lashes flutter as she swallows. “Oh.”

One side of my mouth lifts at what sounded more squeak than word. “Yeah, but…” I slide my foot closest to the doors forward, so she has to move her arm. Touch me or touch herself. She chooses me, resting it on my leg. “You were wearing a lot less clothes then.”

I don’t specify which time I’m talking about—I don’t need to.

“Not at first,” she says, and I look up.

“You were once I got you to strip out of your slutty fairy outfit.”