Back Before Now
Chapters (123)
  1. PLAYLIST
  2. CONTENT NOTE
  3. Dedication
  4. 1
  5. REMI
  6. 2
  7. FOSTER
  8. 3
  9. REMI
  10. 4
  11. REMI
  12. Before…
  13. 5
  14. REMI
  15. Now…
  16. 6
  17. FOSTER
  18. 7
  19. FOSTER
  20. Before…
  21. 8
  22. REMI
  23. Now…
  24. 9
  25. FOSTER
  26. 10
  27. REMI
  28. Before…
  29. 11
  30. FOSTER
  31. 12
  32. REMI
  33. Now…
  34. 13
  35. FOSTER
  36. 14
  37. FOSTER
  38. Before…
  39. 15
  40. REMI
  41. 16
  42. REMI
  43. 17
  44. REMI
  45. Now…
  46. 18
  47. FOSTER
  48. 19
  49. FOSTER
  50. Before…
  51. 20
  52. REMI
  53. 21
  54. FOSTER
  55. 22
  56. REMI
  57. Now…
  58. 23
  59. REMI
  60. Before…
  61. 24
  62. FOSTER
  63. Now…
  64. 25
  65. FOSTER
  66. Before…
  67. 26
  68. REMI
  69. Now…
  70. 27
  71. FOSTER
  72. Before…
  73. 28
  74. FOSTER
  75. Now…
  76. 29
  77. REMI
  78. Before…
  79. 30
  80. REMI
  81. Now…
  82. 31
  83. FOSTER
  84. 32
  85. REMI
  86. 33
  87. FOSTER
  88. 34
  89. REMI
  90. 35
  91. FOSTER
  92. 36
  93. REMI
  94. 37
  95. FOSTER
  96. 38
  97. FOSTER
  98. Before…
  99. 39
  100. FOSTER
  101. Now…
  102. 40
  103. REMI
  104. 41
  105. FOSTER
  106. 42
  107. REMI
  108. 43
  109. FOSTER
  110. 44
  111. REMI
  112. 45
  113. FOSTER
  114. 46
  115. REMI
  116. 47
  117. FOSTER
  118. EPILOGUE
  119. FOSTER
  120. Later…
  121. ALSO BY C.G. BLAINE
  122. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  123. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Foster’s given me back so much by simply being him and loving me. Now I need to take the last of it back myself and then run to him. Where I’ve always belonged.

“I’ll be okay,” I tell her. “I swear.”

“Miles is on his way.” Sage squeezes me again. “We’ll be in the lobby if you need anything.”

As she walks away, she checks on me twice over her shoulder before I return to the waiting nurse.

And I change my mind another half dozen times on the way.

Ultimately, I steel myself and walk with her into the ICU. The door latches behind me, and I can’t even try to regulate my pounding heart.

We pass a few rooms, walking along the line of glass walls with their blinds closed. Until we stop at one, and she slides the door open.

“I let the doctor know you’re here, and she’s on her way.”

The look she gives me then acts as a prompt for me to go inside. I mumble a, “Thank you,” before she walks away.

Once alone, I cast my eyes to the pink curtain, partly drawn for privacy. It takes a second for me to settle into my body enough to step over the threshold. My fingers flex, tightening into fists at my sides as I cross the room. Every breath comes shorter, but then I round the curtain and see the bed.

My hands unclench.

Daniel lies lifeless, the ventilator causing an unnatural rise and fall of his chest. His heart monitor beeps, and tape secures the tube down his throat. Another hangs from under the blankets, draining blood into a container below. Bruises, swelling, bandages—he’s unrecognizable.

It’s no question someone really wanted him dead. Then again, they gave that away when they hit him with a car and then took a baseball bat to him. Just in case, I suppose.

I’m guessing money was involved. Any rumor no one wants to believe is most likely what they should when it comes to Daniel. Personally, I can come up with a plethora of reasons someone might attack him outside a sleazy bar.

I watch him for a long minute. So weak, even though he upended my life. But the man underneath always has been—spineless, desperate, and cruel. All the power comes from the illusions and the false crown bestowed upon him because of them.

“Who holds the power now?” I ask from the end of the bed.

My head turns when someone walks into the room. The doctor offers a small smile on her way toward me, ID badges clipped to one of the pockets on her white coat.

“You must be Remington,” she says. “I’m Dr. Sullivan. We spoke on the phone earlier.”

“Remi.” I shake her outstretched hand. “Has anything changed?”

Her features soften even more, reassuring me nothing has since our conversation before I boarded my plane.