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Chapters (123)
  1. PLAYLIST
  2. CONTENT NOTE
  3. Dedication
  4. 1
  5. REMI
  6. 2
  7. FOSTER
  8. 3
  9. REMI
  10. 4
  11. REMI
  12. Before…
  13. 5
  14. REMI
  15. Now…
  16. 6
  17. FOSTER
  18. 7
  19. FOSTER
  20. Before…
  21. 8
  22. REMI
  23. Now…
  24. 9
  25. FOSTER
  26. 10
  27. REMI
  28. Before…
  29. 11
  30. FOSTER
  31. 12
  32. REMI
  33. Now…
  34. 13
  35. FOSTER
  36. 14
  37. FOSTER
  38. Before…
  39. 15
  40. REMI
  41. 16
  42. REMI
  43. 17
  44. REMI
  45. Now…
  46. 18
  47. FOSTER
  48. 19
  49. FOSTER
  50. Before…
  51. 20
  52. REMI
  53. 21
  54. FOSTER
  55. 22
  56. REMI
  57. Now…
  58. 23
  59. REMI
  60. Before…
  61. 24
  62. FOSTER
  63. Now…
  64. 25
  65. FOSTER
  66. Before…
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  68. REMI
  69. Now…
  70. 27
  71. FOSTER
  72. Before…
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  74. FOSTER
  75. Now…
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  77. REMI
  78. Before…
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  80. REMI
  81. Now…
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  83. FOSTER
  84. 32
  85. REMI
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  87. FOSTER
  88. 34
  89. REMI
  90. 35
  91. FOSTER
  92. 36
  93. REMI
  94. 37
  95. FOSTER
  96. 38
  97. FOSTER
  98. Before…
  99. 39
  100. FOSTER
  101. Now…
  102. 40
  103. REMI
  104. 41
  105. FOSTER
  106. 42
  107. REMI
  108. 43
  109. FOSTER
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  111. REMI
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  113. FOSTER
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  115. REMI
  116. 47
  117. FOSTER
  118. EPILOGUE
  119. FOSTER
  120. Later…
  121. ALSO BY C.G. BLAINE
  122. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  123. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

“Shit,” Colton shouts, and I realize it about the same time.

The second is a countdown from three already to one. Our heads whip around as a group of fans surges forward into the barricade. The metal scrapes over concrete, moving inward with the force and nearly tipping.

Fuck.

I pull Remi to me, tucking her against my side to save Colt from splitting his attention. A breath later, she’s yanked away by someone catching her arm over the fence. Colt’s right there to body block as I haul her back and tighten my hold, not chancing anyone fucking touching her again.

The countdown restarts, but I’m pushing Remi in front of me and up the stairs onto the bus. I’m right behind her, and Colt’s right behind me, quickly closing the doors.

“Jesus, fuck.” He swings his head toward us. “Everyone good?”

I’m already cupping Remi’s face in my hands and scanning her over. Panicked green eyes jump between mine, her arms wrapped around herself.

“Are you okay?” I ask, needing her to say it.

“Yeah…” She glances out the tinted windows. “It’s never been like that.” She looks back at me. “Right?”

It hasn’t. The other two shows back since the break were more intense when we walked out. But not this level.

I shake my head. “I don’t want you walking out with me again.”

A sad smile appears, but relief sneaks in there too.

Colton’s barking orders through his radio, coordinating to get things locked down before they bring Felix and Dev out. He finishes and audibly sighs on his way over. “Fuck, I’m sorry, brother. My gut told me we needed more crowd control tonight. And those barriers were too close together.”

I shrug it off, not blaming him in the least. “No apologies,” I tell him. “But we can’t deal with that every time.”

He nods. “Yeah, it’s time to restrict access to the backstage exit. I’ll have it set up for the other venues. That shit’s not happening again.” Then he scans Remi and pats her on the head. “I’ll put security outside the bus, but I should probably make sure everything runs smoother for Dev and Felix. You two can…” He waves us off, not finishing as he walks away.

I shut the doors behind him and turn around. “Come here.”

Remi drops her arms, and once she’s close enough, I pull her the last few steps. She appears less shook up, but I want to hide her away. And hide with her.

My gaze trails up the footholds in the wall.

“You mind if a sweaty dude takes over your refuge up there for a bit?”

“Hmm.” She pretends to consider her options, so I remind her she has none, picking her up. “Foster,” she squeaks and throws her arms around my neck as I climb to the loft.