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Chapters (123)
  1. PLAYLIST
  2. CONTENT NOTE
  3. Dedication
  4. 1
  5. REMI
  6. 2
  7. FOSTER
  8. 3
  9. REMI
  10. 4
  11. REMI
  12. Before…
  13. 5
  14. REMI
  15. Now…
  16. 6
  17. FOSTER
  18. 7
  19. FOSTER
  20. Before…
  21. 8
  22. REMI
  23. Now…
  24. 9
  25. FOSTER
  26. 10
  27. REMI
  28. Before…
  29. 11
  30. FOSTER
  31. 12
  32. REMI
  33. Now…
  34. 13
  35. FOSTER
  36. 14
  37. FOSTER
  38. Before…
  39. 15
  40. REMI
  41. 16
  42. REMI
  43. 17
  44. REMI
  45. Now…
  46. 18
  47. FOSTER
  48. 19
  49. FOSTER
  50. Before…
  51. 20
  52. REMI
  53. 21
  54. FOSTER
  55. 22
  56. REMI
  57. Now…
  58. 23
  59. REMI
  60. Before…
  61. 24
  62. FOSTER
  63. Now…
  64. 25
  65. FOSTER
  66. Before…
  67. 26
  68. REMI
  69. Now…
  70. 27
  71. FOSTER
  72. Before…
  73. 28
  74. FOSTER
  75. Now…
  76. 29
  77. REMI
  78. Before…
  79. 30
  80. REMI
  81. Now…
  82. 31
  83. FOSTER
  84. 32
  85. REMI
  86. 33
  87. FOSTER
  88. 34
  89. REMI
  90. 35
  91. FOSTER
  92. 36
  93. REMI
  94. 37
  95. FOSTER
  96. 38
  97. FOSTER
  98. Before…
  99. 39
  100. FOSTER
  101. Now…
  102. 40
  103. REMI
  104. 41
  105. FOSTER
  106. 42
  107. REMI
  108. 43
  109. FOSTER
  110. 44
  111. REMI
  112. 45
  113. FOSTER
  114. 46
  115. REMI
  116. 47
  117. FOSTER
  118. EPILOGUE
  119. FOSTER
  120. Later…
  121. ALSO BY C.G. BLAINE
  122. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  123. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Of course I have the job. I’m perfect for it.

I know I am—even if Adams North doesn’t agree.

In case it is Christian trying to get ahold of me, I sit up and reach for my phone on the mattress beside me. Only instead of finding a threat or salvation via text, my entire body takes an electric shot to the nervous system. The last notification I ever expected to see again floats in front of me, my thumb hovering over top of the purple W.

I hadn’t planned on using Wanderer when I downloaded the virtual tourism app last night. I don’t even know why I bothered, other than a need for something familiar after that travesty of a meeting. Even if the familiar was from another life.

It was like déjà vu when I typed in my old login info and it still worked, a little nudge from the universe. Now it’s practically holding my head under water, the past recreated while I stare at my screen, rereading.

WestF has signed on and is available.

It borders on overwhelming, the spike of adrenaline I get at seeing his name again. Then the ache of regret follows right behind. All the what-could-have-beens bombarding me at once.

The should-have-beens.

I close my laptop and open Wanderer. Muscle memory kicks in after five years, and I tap on his username to see where he is. Where in the world his life has taken him. Only then, everything turns to a light hum around me as my body fully disconnects from the rest of the world.

Foster’s in Prague.

Again or maybe still or I don’t know that it matters. He’s here. In the same city where I left him. And now, so am I.

I swallow, my mouth dry enough I could choke.

We’re in the same place.

All the conversations come flooding back—all the promises—and my legs are unfolding from under me, my body making the decision before my brain. I shouldn’t be surprised, though. When it came to Foster, it was never my head leading the charge.

I grab my bag on the way out of the hotel room, and once on the elevator, I check where in Prague he is right now. The app only gives me a general location, but it’s enough. There are a few places nearby, and I pick the one closest to him. I input my payment information so the app can charge me, and then I return to his profile, clicking the Wander button.

The W flashes on the screen, fading in and out with my pulse thrumming harder as I cross the hotel’s lobby. He’ll be getting the notification now, seeing my username and deciding whether to accept the tour.

I stop on the large concrete staircase outside, holding my breath until the purple dialogue box pops up.

You’re now wandering with WestF.