Back Before Now
Chapters (123)
  1. PLAYLIST
  2. CONTENT NOTE
  3. Dedication
  4. 1
  5. REMI
  6. 2
  7. FOSTER
  8. 3
  9. REMI
  10. 4
  11. REMI
  12. Before…
  13. 5
  14. REMI
  15. Now…
  16. 6
  17. FOSTER
  18. 7
  19. FOSTER
  20. Before…
  21. 8
  22. REMI
  23. Now…
  24. 9
  25. FOSTER
  26. 10
  27. REMI
  28. Before…
  29. 11
  30. FOSTER
  31. 12
  32. REMI
  33. Now…
  34. 13
  35. FOSTER
  36. 14
  37. FOSTER
  38. Before…
  39. 15
  40. REMI
  41. 16
  42. REMI
  43. 17
  44. REMI
  45. Now…
  46. 18
  47. FOSTER
  48. 19
  49. FOSTER
  50. Before…
  51. 20
  52. REMI
  53. 21
  54. FOSTER
  55. 22
  56. REMI
  57. Now…
  58. 23
  59. REMI
  60. Before…
  61. 24
  62. FOSTER
  63. Now…
  64. 25
  65. FOSTER
  66. Before…
  67. 26
  68. REMI
  69. Now…
  70. 27
  71. FOSTER
  72. Before…
  73. 28
  74. FOSTER
  75. Now…
  76. 29
  77. REMI
  78. Before…
  79. 30
  80. REMI
  81. Now…
  82. 31
  83. FOSTER
  84. 32
  85. REMI
  86. 33
  87. FOSTER
  88. 34
  89. REMI
  90. 35
  91. FOSTER
  92. 36
  93. REMI
  94. 37
  95. FOSTER
  96. 38
  97. FOSTER
  98. Before…
  99. 39
  100. FOSTER
  101. Now…
  102. 40
  103. REMI
  104. 41
  105. FOSTER
  106. 42
  107. REMI
  108. 43
  109. FOSTER
  110. 44
  111. REMI
  112. 45
  113. FOSTER
  114. 46
  115. REMI
  116. 47
  117. FOSTER
  118. EPILOGUE
  119. FOSTER
  120. Later…
  121. ALSO BY C.G. BLAINE
  122. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  123. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

“Yeah,” I say, drawing out the word. “She came back under Andrew West’s arm. He tucked Landon under the other when the kid jumped up to hug him. I sat there, watching their happy family reunion until he locked onto me. I don’t remember leaving or getting on my bike. All I recall is thinking about Landon never having so much as a bruise on him. His genuine excitement at seeing the man who beat me most of my life.” I chuckle. “It’s fucked, right? He cheated on my mom, moved both families to the same place to make it easier on himself, I guess. He lied, deceived, and all these reasons to hate him. But I was most furious he fucked me up but loved another son.”

Remi’s eyebrow draws in, her head shaking. “I’m sorry. I hate him for it too. What happened with your mom?”

I smile, half-amused and half still disbelieving. “She blinked at me for a solid minute, then calmly told me we’d talk about it when my father got home. That’s the moment I stopped having one. He showed up hours later, walked by me like I didn’t exist, and pulled my mom into their bedroom. I heard most of it, muffled, but clear enough. They came out a united force, and I was to forget everything I saw and never mention it again to anyone.”

“What? She was…”

“Subservient,” I remind her.

A similar disbelief swims in her gaze.

“But me? I kicked the living shit out of him until—here’s the best part—my mom pulled a knife on me.”

Remi whispers, “What the fuck?”

“She claimed it was to protect both of us, scared I’d kill him. I might have. We’ll never know. He threatened me more, but I held all the power. I could tell his second family about the first. So, they shipped me back to Texas, and he gives me money to live off every month and pays for school to keep me away. I feel like a piece of shit for it, but it got me away from them. Once I graduate and have my future set, I’ll fuck up his life in every way I can.”

“I understand it,” she says. “I’d probably do the same, honestly.”

“No one’s hurting right now because of it. My mom’s happy, her depressing version of it anyway. She even willingly divorced the bastard five years ago so he could marry the other chick. Which means his new wife got what she wanted, making her and the kid happy.”