Back Before Now
Chapters (123)
  1. PLAYLIST
  2. CONTENT NOTE
  3. Dedication
  4. 1
  5. REMI
  6. 2
  7. FOSTER
  8. 3
  9. REMI
  10. 4
  11. REMI
  12. Before…
  13. 5
  14. REMI
  15. Now…
  16. 6
  17. FOSTER
  18. 7
  19. FOSTER
  20. Before…
  21. 8
  22. REMI
  23. Now…
  24. 9
  25. FOSTER
  26. 10
  27. REMI
  28. Before…
  29. 11
  30. FOSTER
  31. 12
  32. REMI
  33. Now…
  34. 13
  35. FOSTER
  36. 14
  37. FOSTER
  38. Before…
  39. 15
  40. REMI
  41. 16
  42. REMI
  43. 17
  44. REMI
  45. Now…
  46. 18
  47. FOSTER
  48. 19
  49. FOSTER
  50. Before…
  51. 20
  52. REMI
  53. 21
  54. FOSTER
  55. 22
  56. REMI
  57. Now…
  58. 23
  59. REMI
  60. Before…
  61. 24
  62. FOSTER
  63. Now…
  64. 25
  65. FOSTER
  66. Before…
  67. 26
  68. REMI
  69. Now…
  70. 27
  71. FOSTER
  72. Before…
  73. 28
  74. FOSTER
  75. Now…
  76. 29
  77. REMI
  78. Before…
  79. 30
  80. REMI
  81. Now…
  82. 31
  83. FOSTER
  84. 32
  85. REMI
  86. 33
  87. FOSTER
  88. 34
  89. REMI
  90. 35
  91. FOSTER
  92. 36
  93. REMI
  94. 37
  95. FOSTER
  96. 38
  97. FOSTER
  98. Before…
  99. 39
  100. FOSTER
  101. Now…
  102. 40
  103. REMI
  104. 41
  105. FOSTER
  106. 42
  107. REMI
  108. 43
  109. FOSTER
  110. 44
  111. REMI
  112. 45
  113. FOSTER
  114. 46
  115. REMI
  116. 47
  117. FOSTER
  118. EPILOGUE
  119. FOSTER
  120. Later…
  121. ALSO BY C.G. BLAINE
  122. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  123. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

I huff a derisive breath and maneuver around him, only for another body to swing around the corner. The other favorite, Marlo, fills the doorway. He plays the part of a golden retriever. He looks it too with bouncy blond hair and a quick smile. But his actions come off forced, as if right below the surface waits teeth and the instinct to attack without warrant.

“Hey, Remi,” he says. His eyes bounce from me to Elvin and back. “Did I interrupt something?”

“Nope.” I step, but he stays anchored, and when I feel Elvin shift closer behind me, I dig my nails into my palms.

“I was just about to tell her how nice she looks tonight,” he says.

“Ah.” Marlo nods. “The chief has said how much you like to express yourself with your outfits.”

The shudder happens even before Elvin’s finger draws down my back, over the dress’s fabric that covers it entirely. “Like this one, right, Marlo? What does it say to you?” Another finger runs down the sleeve to where it stops halfway down my arm.

“Let. Me. Leave,” I grit out. My breaths shallow, throat constricting from the acid and bared teeth caging me in. “You are both fucking disgusting.” I try to turn for the hallway, but Marlo presses closer. I shove him in the chest, gaining nothing other than another grin of misdirection.

“Now, Remi, that’s not very ladylike. Then again, you’re not a lady from what I hear.” His gaze lifts to Elvin behind me. “You saw how she pushed me. You think she likes it rough?”

I’m light-headed, the kitchen tilting as I struggle to inhale. My chest’s about to crack open from the beating it takes from my heart.

“I wouldn’t be surprised.” Elvin toys with a strand of my hair from behind, and I feel his face right over my shoulder. “She dresses up for us, practically begs for a hard fuck. She checks all the boxes for a hot little slam piece.”

I throw all my weight back into Elvin, catching him off guard and forcing him back a step. Marlo backs off too, chuckling while giving me an up-down. Then he just leaves. I whip around, already putting distance between me and Elvin. He smiles, tilts his head.

“Next time you need a ride, call me.” His voice lowers, the hush returning, but this time it matches his words. “I can keep a secret too.”

I blink after him as he waltzes away. Suddenly I’m alone in the kitchen. I don’t stay, not tempting a replay of whatever the fuck just happened. I steel myself and rush upstairs. By the time I lock my bedroom door and secure every pillow at the bottom, I’ve surfed the waves through terrified to numb to confused to fucking livid.