Chapters (45)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- Happy Birthday in Jazz Clarinet
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- Natalie vs. Reid
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- The First Chair Wars
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- Outplayed
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- The Prank War
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- The Setup
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- Aaron Jacobson’s Protégé
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- Anything But Music
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- Acknowledgments
- More from the Author
- About the Author
- Also by Marisa Kanter
“Natalie?” He answers on the second ring, my name a question mark in his voice.
I immediately hang up.
Shit. What is wrong with me? Reid and I don’t FaceTime! Casual texting is new enough! Seeing him on my screen, sitting on his bed, his curls out-of-the-shower damp—it’s a new level to this truce I’m not sure I’m ready for. But we’re collaborators. And I can’t convey over text what I’m feeling when I hear his beat.
It’s Melted. It wasn’t even weird… until I panic hung up and made it weird.
My phone starts vibrating.
He’s calling back.
I check my hair in the mirror. I cannot explain why.
“Hey,” I answer. “What’s up?”
Reid’s eyebrows raise in amusement. “I don’t know. You called me.”
“Right.”
Cue a too-long beat of silence.
“Natalie?” Reid asks. “Did I freeze?”
“The beat,” I say. “I think I know what our quiet act two moment needs to be.”
“You had a breakthrough! Okay. Give me a second.”
Reid is in motion, off his bed and moving to his desk. It takes more than a second to get the setup right. I reach for my laptop while I’m pretty sure Reid is trying to balance me on a stack of books. The screen keeps going black with a flop. But after a measure, I’m set up to see Reid’s profile, his keyboard in the background.
“Okay. Hit me with the vision,” Reid says.
“ ‘Keep It In,’ ” I say. “Can we strip it down?”
Reid stops typing and looks at me. “Wait. Really?”
I nod. “I never considered reworking your lyrics because I always pictured a showstopper. Maybe it’s not. Maybe it’s the quiet, powerful moment Melted needs. Not sung. Spoken.”
Reid considers. “But… you’re so attached to the monologue.”
“I still am,” I continue. “It has everything I want to say—about Adina’s relationship with her powers, about the fear and anger that comes with reckoning with a climate crisis that no one else recognizes. But it doesn’t fit. Not anymore. So maybe we use the monologue as inspiration to rewrite it. Your music. My monologue-turned-lyrics.”
Another beat of silence.
“So what you’re saying—” Reid begins, a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth “—is that you don’t think we should… let it go.”
I hang up.
Reid calls back immediately.
“I hate you,” I answer.
“Come on! You set me up for that,” Reid says, laughing. “It’s a great idea. A true collaboration.”
He shares a Google doc with me titled KEEP IT IN—redux.
I click into the file and watch Reid type in real time.
“I’m thinking we keep the accompaniment super simple,” I say.
“Agree. We have to be careful. It can be done right, or it can be the Les Mis movie.”
“I don’t know what that means,” I say.