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Chapters (45)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. Happy Birthday in Jazz Clarinet
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. Natalie vs. Reid
  12. CHAPTER SEVEN
  13. CHAPTER EIGHT
  14. The First Chair Wars
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. Outplayed
  19. CHAPTER TWELVE
  20. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  22. The Prank War
  23. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  24. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  25. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  26. The Setup
  27. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  28. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY
  30. Aaron Jacobson’s Protégé
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  34. Anything But Music
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  36. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  37. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  38. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  39. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  40. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY
  42. Acknowledgments
  43. More from the Author
  44. About the Author
  45. Also by Marisa Kanter

“I get it,” I say. To the rest of the world, Reid and me doing something, going somewhere, together, seems like a big deal. But it’s for Melted. So what if I had more fun than I’d ever admit out loud? It doesn’t suddenly mean anything.

“They’re not over Star Wars,” Reid confesses. “Or that I started the prank war that resulted in a musical.”

“Relatable. Pretty sure my friends blame me for losing a play we never had in the first place. I know Henry does.”

Reid chooses this moment to offer me an earbud. We’re not headphone sharers, so this is the cherry on top of this bizarre twilight zone of a day. Matching outfits. Noncombative conversations. Now headphone sharing. Who are we?

“This feels like a truce,” I say, taking Reid’s earbud.

“Can it be?” Reid asks. “Temporarily, of course.”

“Obviously.” I keep my expression neutral, but the disappointment I feel is another level of confusing. “Do we agree to extend the truce clause? Pause Natalie vs. Reid until opening night?”

I almost mention Dad, but I don’t want to bring those stakes into it.

Reid nods. “That seems mutually beneficial.”

“I think so too,” I say.

Because truces are agreed on with a double pinky swear, Reid’s pinkies wrap around mine and I don’t know how his skin is so warm or how mine is so cold when I’m the one who is wearing fingerless gloves. After a beat, our pinkies untangle and this temporary truce feels like a weight off my shoulders.

We’re quiet for the remainder of the ride, listening to The Lion King through one pair of earbuds. I close my eyes and let tonight’s performance replay in my memory—excited to return to the pages of Melted, to review it with fresh eyes and let it be a musical instead of resisting it.

I guess I never paid attention to musicals in the first place because of Reid.

It reminds me of fourth grade, when Reid created a Survivor draft system so intense I gave up watching entirely. I’ve been unable to listen to “Rhapsody in Blue” since he perfected the clarinet solo in sixth grade. Also, there’s a reason my clarinet has been untouched since the conclusion of the seventh-grade prank wars. Why I don’t play anymore, not even for fun.

Because if Reid likes something, it’s easier if I just don’t.

At least, that’s what I’ve subscribed to. But maybe I’ve been missing out.

Maybe rejecting something solely based on Reid’s enthusiasm is on me.

I hand him back his earbud as we approach our stop and are nearly back to reality.

“Thanks for inviting me,” Reid says. “I’m really glad I came.”

“Even though you’re with me?”

“Yeah. Spending time with you isn’t the worst. Who knew?”