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Chapters (45)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. Happy Birthday in Jazz Clarinet
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. Natalie vs. Reid
  12. CHAPTER SEVEN
  13. CHAPTER EIGHT
  14. The First Chair Wars
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. Outplayed
  19. CHAPTER TWELVE
  20. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  22. The Prank War
  23. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  24. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  25. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  26. The Setup
  27. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  28. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY
  30. Aaron Jacobson’s Protégé
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  34. Anything But Music
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  36. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  37. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  38. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  39. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  40. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY
  42. Acknowledgments
  43. More from the Author
  44. About the Author
  45. Also by Marisa Kanter

“It’s hard. It’s like, I direct at school. I write at home. I’ve never let myself think beyond the script, before working on Melted. The separation is easier.”

The words tumble out before I can take them back.

Reid wipes the foam away. “You write? Beyond Melted?”

“It’s no big deal.”

“Natalie ‘I Don’t Art’ Jacobson is a writer?”

Of course Reid thinks it’s a big deal.

I swallow a long sip. “I write for fun. It’s not serious.”

“Something can be fun and serious. It doesn’t have to be an either/or thing.”

“Maybe at first, but don’t you think the seriousness will eventually suck out the fun?”

Reid shakes his head. “Not if you love it enough.”

I don’t agree. Not at all. I roll my eyes at Reid, who quickly reverts to the serious clarinet version of himself. I’d rather hang out with fun, musical theater Reid today. I don’t want to lose this creative high. So I circle back to his initial comment. “You didn’t mention the dancing. A pivotal part of any musical.”

Reid laughs. “One musical and you’re an expert? You know I’m staging a tap number.”

“I’m pretty sure we need to put Danica in charge of choreography.”

“You want to put Danica in charge of something?” Reid looks skeptical. “Is this growth?”

I choke on my hot chocolate. “More like fear that she’ll mutiny again if we don’t.”

Reid nods. “A real low point. Codirectors, pull it together!” He drops his voice in a terribly gruff impression of my dad and I laugh, loud.

“I think… we’re starting to? Pull it together.”

“Me too,” Reid says.

Reid and I can’t stop talking about the show on our walk back to North Station. We dissect the perfection of the performances and the emotional resonance in the second act, the narrative choices the musical made that were absent from the movie—and we both come to the same conclusion.

Every lyric in The Lion King is necessary. Propulsive.

Melted has great moments—but some of the songs are so obviously filler. I imagine the moments that could exist if I stop holding on to monologues from the play and let them become songs that move the plot forward.

“Not to ruin the mood, but I think we need to do another pass on the second act.”

“It’s not there yet,” I agree.

“It’s unbalanced,” Reid says. “Our showstoppers are all in act one.”

“I don’t think it’s about showstoppers, necessarily,” I counter, looping my infinity scarf around my neck one more time. “It’s about tension—and balancing the showstoppers with the quiet, emotional moments. We’ve been so focused on big Broadway numbers… but maybe not everything has to be a big Broadway number.”

Reid considers this and I am prepared for the counterargument.