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Chapters (45)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. Happy Birthday in Jazz Clarinet
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. Natalie vs. Reid
  12. CHAPTER SEVEN
  13. CHAPTER EIGHT
  14. The First Chair Wars
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. Outplayed
  19. CHAPTER TWELVE
  20. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  22. The Prank War
  23. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  24. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  25. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  26. The Setup
  27. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  28. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY
  30. Aaron Jacobson’s Protégé
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  34. Anything But Music
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  36. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  37. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  38. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  39. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  40. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY
  42. Acknowledgments
  43. More from the Author
  44. About the Author
  45. Also by Marisa Kanter

The house, miraculously, does not look like every standard teen comedy shot of a post-party home. But earlier, Mom texted me that she and Dad would be back by early afternoon, which gives me not enough hours to transform myself into a not-hungover disaster.

“I know. It just, I don’t know—doesn’t it seem silly to you? Dancing dragons, power ballads, tap,” Henry says.

“It is silly. But that’s what makes it work.” Henry’s words sting. If he wanted to contribute, he could’ve joined any writing session. Considering he’s been invited to all of them.

Henry looks wounded. “Since when are you into this?”

“Since when is your tongue down Dani’s throat?” Fitz counters.

Henry chokes on his cereal. “I don’t even know. But she’s going to friend-zone me anyway, if it makes you feel better.” Henry’s shoulders slump forward. “I can feel it in my bones.”

I hate witnessing shifting friendship dynamics in real time. There is no way this ends well.

“Well, I like the songs, Nat. Who’s playing Adina?”

“You are,” I say.

She narrows her eyes at me, “I can’t sing.”

“Adina doesn’t sing. She’s a poet.”

I leave out that we’re still figuring out how that’s going to work, but it’s a worthwhile pursuit for the look on Fitz’s face alone as she throws her arms around me.

“You fought for me!”

“Of course,” I say. “You are Adina.”

“Huh. You and Callahan. Suddenly compromising. Not trying to kill each other,” Henry interrupts.

Apparently Henry will not be distracted.

“What choice do I have? I’m hanging out with Reid so much because I have to, because we have a musical to pull off.”

“Are you even capable of that? Because I really don’t want to stick around and watch you direct this show into the ground any more than you already have!”

Wow.

Henry and I get frustrated with each other, but fights are rare. When one happens, this is how it goes. It’s like he’s incapable of telling me how he feels when he feels it. Nope. He prefers to bottle it up and internalize until it all tumbles out in a heated moment.

And he knows how to hit where it hurts.

I blink. “Henry. What are you talking about?”

Henry throws his hands in the air. “I don’t want to fight.”

“Clearly you do,” I say.

“It’s her birthday, you fart face,” Fitz says.

“Do not backpedal.” Now that it’s out in the open I can’t just swallow it down anymore.