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Chapters (45)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. Happy Birthday in Jazz Clarinet
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. Natalie vs. Reid
  12. CHAPTER SEVEN
  13. CHAPTER EIGHT
  14. The First Chair Wars
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. Outplayed
  19. CHAPTER TWELVE
  20. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  22. The Prank War
  23. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  24. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  25. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  26. The Setup
  27. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  28. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY
  30. Aaron Jacobson’s Protégé
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  34. Anything But Music
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  36. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  37. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  38. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  39. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  40. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY
  42. Acknowledgments
  43. More from the Author
  44. About the Author
  45. Also by Marisa Kanter

I nod and sip my vodka cran. “I’m aware.”

“So it’s a truce day.” Reid starts playing a variation of the opening chords of “Hate Is a Closed Window,” my favorite song because it is the most ridiculous. It is sharp and dark, and the song that allowed us to keep Moritz. Last weekend marked the first collaboration session where Reid and I—armored with the reality that is Melted’s stakes—were able to compromise. I convinced Reid that this is the true villain song and in turn we agreed to kill Moritz off at the end of act one, per Henry’s suggestion. Progress. “Even if it wasn’t, I’m not a total asshole.”

“Just a little asshole.”

“Are you drunk?” Reid asks, a smirk tugging the corner of his mouth.

“I wish.”

I’m more buzzed than I think though, because a few seconds later I stand up and cross the studio, minimizing the distance between us, and ask Reid to scoot.

Like, I tap his shoulder and say, “Scoot.”

He does.

“What’re you working on?” I ask.

“Messing around with ‘In Winter’ some more. It’s my favorite composition, but it’s lyrically weaker than the rest of the score. I work best in the studio, so here I am.” Reid flips the page of his composition book with one hand, to a page that is a mess of crossed-out lyrics. “Help?”

I shake my head. “Ugh. Verse is the worst.”

“Well. That answers my next question,” Reid says.

The Melted script is already in Mrs. Mulaney’s inbox ahead of our deadline because we want to cast as soon as possible, but the songs are very much still a work-in-progress. And since there is no way I will direct in a world where Fitz is not playing Adina, we’ve cut “Keep It In” and are adapting Adina’s emotional monologue from the original script into a spoken word poem that I have been trying and failing to write all week. It’s the moment Adina learns to trust her powers, decides there is nothing left to salvage, and burns everything to the ground. It has a rhythm but it isn’t musical. And there’s nothing even close to a rhyme. So how do I translate this moment into something resembling a poem?

“Want to work on it?”

I frown. “You’re going to help me write something you are adamantly against?”

“Yeah. Happy birthday?” As soon as the words are out, Reid’s expression twists like he wishes he could take them back. “Sorry. You should get back to… whatever is happening out there. We can work on this tomorrow. Maybe.”