Back As If on Cue
Chapters (45)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. Happy Birthday in Jazz Clarinet
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. Natalie vs. Reid
  12. CHAPTER SEVEN
  13. CHAPTER EIGHT
  14. The First Chair Wars
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. Outplayed
  19. CHAPTER TWELVE
  20. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  22. The Prank War
  23. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  24. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  25. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  26. The Setup
  27. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  28. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY
  30. Aaron Jacobson’s Protégé
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  34. Anything But Music
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  36. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  37. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  38. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  39. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  40. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY
  42. Acknowledgments
  43. More from the Author
  44. About the Author
  45. Also by Marisa Kanter

“Natalie! Reid! Are you collaborating? Be still my beating heart!”

I roll my eyes. “Barely.”

“I was just explaining the merits of a Broadway tap number,” Reid says.

Dad nods. “I have ten minutes before bat mitzvah errands. Hit me.”

Reid plays the new version of “In Winter”—my version. Dad stands over Reid and considers every chord. Reid straightens his back, a subtle subconscious adjustment because he is always my dad’s student, even on a Saturday afternoon. I swear, Reid is sustained by the words well played delivered by my dad.

“Smart key change,” Dad notes with an appreciative nod.

“Thanks,” Reid and I say at the same time.

Excuse me? “I thought—”

“Can you take it from the top of the second chorus?” Dad asks Reid.

He cuts me off. Like I’m not even here. I give Reid a note, I try to collaborate—and he takes the credit five seconds later. I reach for my phone on top of the piano and pull my oversized gray sweater closer to me, scrolling through Instagram and counting the measures until yet another collaboration between Reid and my dad is over.

“Good luck finding a dozen tap dancers,” I mutter as my dad exits the studio.

Reid stops playing and gives me a withering stare. “You mean Danica and all of her musical theater friends?”

I clench my jaw but I won’t concede. “Right. But we’re not going to ice the actors who can’t sing or dance.”

Reid’s shoulders tense. “It’s a musical.”

“The whole point is to represent all the departments that got cut. Not just the music ones. This whole thing is a compromise, so you and your ‘vision’ need to bend too. Speaking of which, this is an okay start, but we can’t approve anything without Henry.”

Reid frowns. “Okay. But where is he?”

“Caught up at the restaurant,” I lie. Even if I’m annoyed, I’m not about to expose that Henry is caught up with the actress, not the show. Chao Down, at least, is a valid excuse.

Reid closes his notebook, his expression shifting. “I’m still wallowing a little on the inside. Clearly. But I promise that I’m serious about this. I’m going to show up.”

“Okay.”

“Natalie, I’m—”

“Serious. I know. You always are.”

Reid frowns as he loosens the ligature on his clarinet to change the reed, already ready to get back to audition practice. “Is that a problem? Is everything I say going to be a problem? We are codirectors. We have to at least try to collaborate.”

The laugh that escapes my lips is sharp. “So you can take all the credit? No way.”

“So how is this going to work?”

“You write the music. I’ll write the lyrics. Alone.”

Reid frowns. “Natalie, that’s not—”