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Chapters (45)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. Happy Birthday in Jazz Clarinet
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. Natalie vs. Reid
  12. CHAPTER SEVEN
  13. CHAPTER EIGHT
  14. The First Chair Wars
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. Outplayed
  19. CHAPTER TWELVE
  20. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  22. The Prank War
  23. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  24. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  25. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  26. The Setup
  27. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  28. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY
  30. Aaron Jacobson’s Protégé
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  34. Anything But Music
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  36. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  37. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  38. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  39. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  40. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY
  42. Acknowledgments
  43. More from the Author
  44. About the Author
  45. Also by Marisa Kanter

Come for the food, stay for the student activism! is Fitz’s line of the week.

Will the message resonate? To be determined.

In the meantime, I’m ignoring my nerves by writing snapshots of dialogue from behind the hostess stand. Today’s scene, scrawled on the back of a paper menu, is from Lady M—a modernized black comedy starring sixteen-year-old Lady Macbeth, my favorite Shakespeare character. I love adapting my favorite works, taking something that exists and exploring it through a new medium or point of view. In Lady M, I’ve crafted an epic enemies-to-lovers arc between her and Macbeth, and it is so fun to get lost in their world and escape from the intensity of junior year. To lose myself in something I can actually control—something for only my eyes to see.

Because I love writing with Henry, but I also love having something that’s just for me.

“Hey, Natalie.”

Arjun’s voice snaps me out of my creative zone and I flip my paper menu script over. Arjun is early, but he brought friends! Plural! Connor DiMarco, student council president and a baritone in The Trebles, and Kendra McKenna, a former journalist for the recently cancelled student news show, Jag TV.

I am cheesing hard, so relieved that people showed up.

“Hey! Henry’s setting up some booths in the back.”

“Awesome,” Kendra says.

“Thanks for organizing this, Natalie,” Connor says as they pass me, heading toward Henry.

My heart swells with validation as student after student enters Chao Down in the final minutes of my shift. Nearly every cut club is represented—drama club, visual arts, a cappella, journalism, lit mag, etc. We’re up to nearly twenty attendees when the door swings open and Makayla and Fitz enter the restaurant with froyo.

“Natalie!” Makayla yells.

“You came!” I say, wrapping my arms around Makayla.

“Duh!” Makayla says. “But can we start ASAP? I have HIIT at four.”

Of course. Makayla’s aesthetic can be summed up as, I can drop and give you twenty at any moment. Today’s look is compression leggings and her LHS varsity basketball track jacket.

“Your commitment to Saturday HIIT is aspirational. Truly,” Fitz says, scooping a spoonful of M&M’s.

Makayla shrugs. “It’s easy when the instructor looks like Natalie Dormer.”

Fitz swoons. “Wow. Okay. Saturdays at four, you say?”

“Do you even know what HIIT stands for?” I ask, folding my paper menu into quarters.

“I will learn in the name of Natalie Dormer,” Fitz proclaims, and we burst out laughing as an elderly couple enters the restaurant, reminding me that I am still, in fact, on the clock.

“Kenny should be here any minute to take over, but everyone else is in the back. I promise we won’t stand between you and a superior Natalie, Makayla.”

Makayla laughs. “You’re good people.”