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Chapters (45)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. Happy Birthday in Jazz Clarinet
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. Natalie vs. Reid
  12. CHAPTER SEVEN
  13. CHAPTER EIGHT
  14. The First Chair Wars
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. Outplayed
  19. CHAPTER TWELVE
  20. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  22. The Prank War
  23. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  24. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  25. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  26. The Setup
  27. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  28. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY
  30. Aaron Jacobson’s Protégé
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  34. Anything But Music
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  36. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  37. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  38. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  39. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  40. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY
  42. Acknowledgments
  43. More from the Author
  44. About the Author
  45. Also by Marisa Kanter

“Excuse me?” I say, inserting myself into the direct path of a guy with ginger hair passing by whose trombone case is dangling by the strap over his shoulder. “Which way is woodwinds?”

Trombone raises his eyebrows. “New students?”

“Prospective,” Fitz says. “Natalie here plays a mean clarinet.”

“Cool.” Trombone smiles. “Woodwinds are in Mozart.”

Of course. He points us in the direction of the building and we’re on our way toward Mozart, toward Jenny Nelson, toward the chance of fixing my massive mistake.

I knock on the door to Jenny’s office once, twice, three times.

I close my eyes and inhale because this is it. Jenny Nelson is not an easy person to get in front of, let me tell you. I had to convince the receptionist at the front desk that I had an appointment.

“Jenny’s first appointment is at eleven,” the receptionist said.

“Right. It was last minute. Jenny is good friends with my dad. She’s giving me a tour. I play clarinet, like Jenny. Like my dad.”

The receptionist tried to call Jenny, at which point I pulled out my phone and said, “I have her number. See? I can call her but she’s expecting me, so…”

This earned a reluctant okay and a point in the right direction, toward the door with the plaque that reads JENNIFER NELSON, M.F.A.

I twist the knob and push the door open to Jenny’s office. It’s the sort of office that screams academia in a way that surprises me, with a huge wooden desk in the center, bookshelf walls, and a set of two mahogany chairs facing Jenny’s desk. Her blonde hair is parted down the center, brown eyes sit behind clear plastic glasses, and she wears a cherry-patterned dress I swear I’ve seen on ModCloth. She doesn’t look up from her computer screen.

I clear my throat.

“Office hours are tomorrow,” Jenny says. When she does glance up from her screen she blinks, clearly taken aback. I hope the surprise is an advantage, not another thing counting against Reid. “You’re not my student.”

I shake my head. “My dad says hi.”

“Natalie?” Jenny removes her glasses. “Wow, I haven’t seen you since—wow. Is Aaron here? I’d love to catch up.”

I shake my head. “I came alone. I was hoping we could talk. About Reid—Reid Callahan? He’s the best clarinet player I know, and he worked so hard, and you have to reconsider withdrawing his audition invitation. Please.”

Jenny’s expression is compassionate, but more pitying than understanding. “Oh, Natalie. It’s sweet that you came all this way for your friend. But I can’t give anyone special treatment, not even on an old friend’s daughter’s behalf.”

“Reid isn’t my friend,” I say.

Jenny closes her laptop, her eyebrows shooting up. “Oh?”

I take a seat and unzip my backpack. “Who evaluates the audition tapes? You?”