Back As If on Cue
Chapters (45)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. Happy Birthday in Jazz Clarinet
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. Natalie vs. Reid
  12. CHAPTER SEVEN
  13. CHAPTER EIGHT
  14. The First Chair Wars
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. Outplayed
  19. CHAPTER TWELVE
  20. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  22. The Prank War
  23. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  24. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  25. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  26. The Setup
  27. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  28. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY
  30. Aaron Jacobson’s Protégé
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  34. Anything But Music
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  36. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  37. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  38. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  39. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  40. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY
  42. Acknowledgments
  43. More from the Author
  44. About the Author
  45. Also by Marisa Kanter

Sawyer wiggles his eyebrows suggestively—I can’t help but laugh. Sawyer is a freshman baseball recruit at UConn. I’ve always been jealous of Molly—not of Sawyer, but of how she found her perfect person. We’re both high-strung, type A Jacobsons. Sawyer balances her out well with his relaxed demeanor and goofy smile.

Reid might be more type A than I am… so I don’t know what she’s thinking.

“We’re working together because we have to,” I explain. “It’s a whole spiel.”

Molly pulls out the chair next to me. Ties her dark ringlets into a ponytail. “I have time.”

She’s going to psychoanalyze me. I know she’s going to psychoanalyze me.

Still, I tell her everything.

First words out of her mouth? “Fuck Toby.”

“Yeah. Pretty much.”

But then Molly smiles and I can see the wheels turning in her head, like her hypothesis is correct. “This is the best development in, like, two years.”

“Yeah. Okay. So, tell me about Amherst,” I say.

“You are not deflecting!” Molly laughs.

“Absolutely not!” Fitz says, returning with a plate full of pastries.

“What aren’t we deflecting?” Henry asks, sitting down in the chair next to Molly.

“The Natareid situation,” Molly says.

“The what situation?” Henry asks.

“It’s their ship name,” Sawyer explains.

“Nat-a-reid,” Fitz says, slowly.

My favorite cousin has been demoted tonight, oh my God. Her boyfriend too. Break up tomorrow, for all I care! I stand up, because if I can’t deflect, I’m going to flee for the bathroom.

“Natalie,” Reid says after I’ve taken maybe three steps. He’s at the table two over from the one I just left, with the rest of my cousins, who are all older and real adults. “Can we talk?”

Why did Fitz and Molly have to make this such a thing tonight? Now can we talk feels so intense. “Yeah, sure. Let’s just—”

Reid stands, takes my hand, and pulls me toward the dance floor. For someone who could barely deal with putting his arm around me for twenty seconds literal hours ago, he grabs my hand with a confidence I cannot comprehend. Out of the corner of my eye, I see the table I left behind, where Henry looks confused, Fitz looks mildly amused, and Molly is pumping her fist in the air.

“You know everyone is watching us, right?”

“Why do you think we’re not going off alone?” Reid answers.

Delia bumps my hip as she dances past me, totally living her best life because she’s dancing with Hannah. I have no idea what happened between the photos this morning and now, but I also have no idea what happened between Reid and me between then and now, so who am I to ask questions? I will get the full story from my sister at a later point in time.