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Chapters (45)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. Happy Birthday in Jazz Clarinet
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. Natalie vs. Reid
  12. CHAPTER SEVEN
  13. CHAPTER EIGHT
  14. The First Chair Wars
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. Outplayed
  19. CHAPTER TWELVE
  20. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  22. The Prank War
  23. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  24. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  25. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  26. The Setup
  27. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  28. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY
  30. Aaron Jacobson’s Protégé
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  34. Anything But Music
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  36. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  37. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  38. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  39. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  40. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY
  42. Acknowledgments
  43. More from the Author
  44. About the Author
  45. Also by Marisa Kanter

I turn for the door but Reid is already there. He twists the handle so it opens. “Get out.”

Toby swallows. “Like—rehearsal is over?”

“No. Like, you’re out of the show, asshole,” Reid says.

“Reid,” I say, turning around in surprise. Do I want to permanently kick Toby out? Of course. But we are a week into rehearsals. Next week we already start blocking. Yeah, it’s nine weeks until show night, but we have a two-week hiatus during winter break since so many people are traveling and celebrating the holidays. Opening night will be here before we know it. “I’ll be fine.”

Reid shakes his head. “I won’t. I’m not working with someone who doubles down on fascism.”

Oh my God. Toby stares at him, jaw slack, waiting for him to say never mind. But Reid points toward the door, emphasizing the exit. Without quite thinking about it, I put my hand on his arm and it is tense. I don’t think I’ve ever seen Reid angry. Upset? Yes. Annoyed? Absolutely. Reid’s anger manifests in passive-aggressive quips, never like this.

“Is Natalie intense? Yeah. But it’s because she cares about this show so much. Probably more than everyone in this room combined. I already have a short list of five replacement options for you. But no one could replace her.”

Honestly, I expected Reid would get pissed too. But Reid’s anger on my behalf—Reid defending me—is so unexpected, let me tell you. I look down at my hand and realize it is still on Reid’s arm and shit, I drop it to my side.

“I can go to Mulaney,” Toby says, trying to bluster.

Reid laughs, the sound sharp. “And tell her what? That you casually referred to your director as a Nazi? Because that will go over well.”

“Well—” Toby starts, but he’s flailing.

“It’s over,” Danica says.

“Apologize and leave,” Emerson says.

I flip through my brain, trying to remember the Moritz auditions, and almost regret fighting so hard to keep this character in the script. But Toby isn’t the only option. Reid is right—we don’t have to work with him.

I don’t want to.

I mimic Reid’s stance, pointing toward the door. “You’re out.”

Toby rolls his eyes. “Whatever. At least I’m getting out before this shit show goes down in flames.” He throws his backpack over his shoulder and pushes past us out the door. I step back so I’m not whacked with his Herschel and bump into Reid.

“Um… let’s pick it up on Monday?” I say.

Danica and Emerson exhale, relieved that this mess of a rehearsal is over. On their way out, Danica stops at the door and swivels back to face us. “Callahan, you are savage. Damn.”

“Toby’s a jerk,” Emerson says. “Good riddance.”