Back As If on Cue
Chapters (45)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. Happy Birthday in Jazz Clarinet
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. Natalie vs. Reid
  12. CHAPTER SEVEN
  13. CHAPTER EIGHT
  14. The First Chair Wars
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. Outplayed
  19. CHAPTER TWELVE
  20. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  22. The Prank War
  23. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  24. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  25. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  26. The Setup
  27. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  28. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY
  30. Aaron Jacobson’s Protégé
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  34. Anything But Music
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  36. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  37. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  38. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  39. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  40. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY
  42. Acknowledgments
  43. More from the Author
  44. About the Author
  45. Also by Marisa Kanter

“I’ve… kind of had a crush on her since we first read together. But I didn’t know she was bi until she mentioned Luna—and I didn’t want to assume. I am too. Biromantic, at least. I’m still figuring out my labels.”

Oh my God. All this time Fitz’s pining has been mutual.

“We didn’t want to assume either. About your identity. You should absolutely ask Fitz out.”

Before Danica can respond, the door swings open, Reid and my dad interrupting our pre-rehearsal heart-to-heart. As Dad plays scales at the piano and Reid adds to my agenda on the board, I take a moment to pull out my phone and text Henry. Because Danica is right, life’s too short and the planet is dying and I miss him and I’m sorry.

hi! i think this is the longest we’ve not talked… ever?

2:30 PM

i am not a fan.

2:30 PM

i’m sorry. for more than melted.

2:30 PM

delia’s bat mitzvah is saturday. of course, you know that. i really hope you’re still coming.

2:31 PM

When I look up from my phone, Danica’s eyes meet mine and I nod. Up until this point, it has felt like my friendship issues have multiplied with Danica in the picture. And maybe there’s some truth to that. But the issues themselves?

They’re not on Danica.

And honestly? I could use another no-bullshit friend in my life.

Our first musical bump happens twenty-four hours later, ending what was already a shit day.

First, I had to ask Ms. Santiago for extra credit after bombing a molarity vs. molality quiz.

Then, I had an existential crisis in my guidance counselor’s office.

Also, Henry never texted back.

And now, Emerson can’t hit the final note of “For the Last Time Ever.”

“Let’s move on,” Reid says after attempt number ten, and I am incredulous.

Reid has the highest standards of perfection.

How is he so chill about this?

“Em’s still flat,” I say.

Emerson’s entire baby face is red. “I’m sorry.”

Danica shakes her head. “Don’t apologize.”

“You’re doing great,” Reid assures her.

“Doing great would be hitting the note. Are you even a soprano?” I ask.

“This isn’t as simple as line memorization, Natalie. Maybe we take the time to let our cast learn the songs,” Reid says.