Chapters (45)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- Happy Birthday in Jazz Clarinet
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- Natalie vs. Reid
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- The First Chair Wars
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- Outplayed
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- The Prank War
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- The Setup
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- Aaron Jacobson’s Protégé
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- Anything But Music
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- Acknowledgments
- More from the Author
- About the Author
- Also by Marisa Kanter
“I’ve… kind of had a crush on her since we first read together. But I didn’t know she was bi until she mentioned Luna—and I didn’t want to assume. I am too. Biromantic, at least. I’m still figuring out my labels.”
Oh my God. All this time Fitz’s pining has been mutual.
“We didn’t want to assume either. About your identity. You should absolutely ask Fitz out.”
Before Danica can respond, the door swings open, Reid and my dad interrupting our pre-rehearsal heart-to-heart. As Dad plays scales at the piano and Reid adds to my agenda on the board, I take a moment to pull out my phone and text Henry. Because Danica is right, life’s too short and the planet is dying and I miss him and I’m sorry.
hi! i think this is the longest we’ve not talked… ever?
2:30 PM
i am not a fan.
2:30 PM
i’m sorry. for more than melted.
2:30 PM
delia’s bat mitzvah is saturday. of course, you know that. i really hope you’re still coming.
2:31 PM
When I look up from my phone, Danica’s eyes meet mine and I nod. Up until this point, it has felt like my friendship issues have multiplied with Danica in the picture. And maybe there’s some truth to that. But the issues themselves?
They’re not on Danica.
And honestly? I could use another no-bullshit friend in my life.
Our first musical bump happens twenty-four hours later, ending what was already a shit day.
First, I had to ask Ms. Santiago for extra credit after bombing a molarity vs. molality quiz.
Then, I had an existential crisis in my guidance counselor’s office.
Also, Henry never texted back.
And now, Emerson can’t hit the final note of “For the Last Time Ever.”
“Let’s move on,” Reid says after attempt number ten, and I am incredulous.
Reid has the highest standards of perfection.
How is he so chill about this?
“Em’s still flat,” I say.
Emerson’s entire baby face is red. “I’m sorry.”
Danica shakes her head. “Don’t apologize.”
“You’re doing great,” Reid assures her.
“Doing great would be hitting the note. Are you even a soprano?” I ask.
“This isn’t as simple as line memorization, Natalie. Maybe we take the time to let our cast learn the songs,” Reid says.