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Chapters (45)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. Happy Birthday in Jazz Clarinet
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. Natalie vs. Reid
  12. CHAPTER SEVEN
  13. CHAPTER EIGHT
  14. The First Chair Wars
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. Outplayed
  19. CHAPTER TWELVE
  20. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  22. The Prank War
  23. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  24. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  25. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  26. The Setup
  27. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  28. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY
  30. Aaron Jacobson’s Protégé
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  34. Anything But Music
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  36. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  37. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  38. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  39. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  40. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY
  42. Acknowledgments
  43. More from the Author
  44. About the Author
  45. Also by Marisa Kanter

Ava “Fitz” Fitzgerald, the person who completes our trio, appears before us, looking frazzled but fabulous in a white blouse with long flowing sleeves paired with a denim button- down skirt belted at the waist and black ankle booties. Her strawberry blonde hair is secured in a high ponytail with a scrunchie, rainbow drop earrings dangling from her ears. It’s a total look she’d present on If the Shoe Fitz, her fashion- focused YouTube channel—sans the tiny drops of sweat that bead above her perfectly arched eyebrows.

“I’m here!”

“Finally,” Henry says.

“I’m sorry! Luna’s files corrupted in post and three hours of footage disappeared.”

“Shit,” I say. “Are they okay?”

Fitz shakes her head. “We were up until three a.m. trying to recover them.”

Luna Blue is a teen BookTuber who lives in Anaheim. Fitz met them for the first time at a YouTube convention last year. Fitz called from that convention and came out to me as bi with the tipsy proclamation, I’m kinda in love with Luna Blue! They dated for half of sophomore year, until the long distance became Too Much and they decided that for now they’re better as friends.

“Sorry. Anyways. Y’all ready?”

Her bubblegum pink lips break into a smile that’s impossible to not reciprocate.

“So ready!” I knock on Mrs. Mulaney’s door.

“Come in!”

I push the door open and we enter the office, seating ourselves in the wooden chairs in front of Mrs. Mulaney’s desk. Her aesthetic—purple slacks and a floral print blouse—is office chic, according to Fitz. She tucks a rogue strand of her chin-length blonde bob behind her ear and plasters a welcoming smile on her cherry lips.

“What can I help you with this morning?”

Henry launches into our script. “Thank you so much for meeting with us—”

We deliver our proposal with the passion of a closing night performance. There is no way Mrs. Mulaney cannot be captivated by the possibility of the drama club putting together an epic, original, inclusive production that highlights issues that matter to us. When Fitz delivers the concluding line, my heart swells in my chest. We nailed it.

Except, there is no standing ovation. Mrs. Mulaney’s expression morphs from intrigue to intense consideration to… I don’t even know what. Her cherry lips turn upside down and my stomach drops because I have never seen an expression morph so quickly.

“I thought you knew.” Her forehead creases. Not the reaction I anticipated. “I don’t know how to say this, but we can’t afford to replace Miss Bryant’s position, not with the budget cuts. The turnout—between the number of participating students and the average audience sizes—just isn’t enough to warrant the cost. I’m sorry, but there won’t be a drama club. Not this year.”