Back After the War
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. About the Author
  4. Also by Anita Frank
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Acknowledgements
  70. Extract
  71. Chapter One
  72. Chapter Two
  73. Chapter Three
  74. About the Publisher

As instinctive as Gwen’s connection is with the land, so is the herd’s sense of direction. They lead the way down the narrow country lane and when the farm gate appears, they turn into it, bellowing their arrival as they amble up the yard to the holding pen at the side of the milking parlour.

‘Never underestimate the intelligence of a cow,’ Gwen grins, as Jack exclaims his surprise. She swings the gate shut behind them. ‘They can outsmart the best of us if they choose.’

Gwen shoos the first few cattle inside. They trudge into their preferred stalls and wait to be relieved of their bloated udders. Gwen hands Jack a bucket of soapy water and a rag.

‘They need to be cleaned up before they’re milked,’ she explains, and shows him how to wash the mud and muck from the teats and milk sacs.

Jack feels the pressure of her supervision as she stands over him; he is profoundly relieved when he completes the task to her evident satisfaction. She fetches a galvanised pail and a three-legged milking stool, then calls for his attention as she settles herself down. Leaning her head into the cow’s soft flank, she takes a firm grip of its teats and begins to work them, pulling them gently until jets of milk rattle into the empty pail beneath.

She continues for a couple of minutes then stands aside, urging Jack to take her place. He squats down on the stool, all gangly limbs, like a giant who has blundered into the wrong fairy tale. Leaning forward, he puts his forehead against the stretched plane of hide and instinctively apologises for what he is about to do, eliciting a poorly suppressed smile from Gwen. Abashed, he reaches under the cow and closes his fingers around two teats, hot beneath his cold hands. He tugs down, just as Gwen had done, but nothing happens. He tries again and the cow stamps her back hoof against the stone floor of the stall. When he tries a third time to no avail, the poor creature looks round to glare at him.

‘You need to gently squeeze at the same time as you pull,’ Gwen says, ‘that’s what a calf does, you see …’ She leans over him, her body lightly pressed against his as she covers his hands with her own. ‘Like this …’ She applies pressure to his fingers until they move under hers. The milk spurts into the pail with a satisfying whisst – whisst as she picks up the rhythm. ‘You try,’ she encourages, her breath warm on his stubbled cheek as she relaxes her grip, though her hands continue to rest on his as he works the cow’s teats alone. When the milk flows steadily into the pail she draws back. Jack tries to focus on the task in hand, yet he can’t help feeling bereft as she moves away.