Back After the War
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. About the Author
  4. Also by Anita Frank
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Acknowledgements
  70. Extract
  71. Chapter One
  72. Chapter Two
  73. Chapter Three
  74. About the Publisher

She smiles. ‘I drove Muriel mad. She’d leave me for five minutes stewing apple on the range and come back to find the apple burnt dry, the back door flung open and me nowhere in sight. Dad would send me back in with a flea in my ear, but it didn’t make any difference. I used to take off from school too. As soon as morning break came, I’d sneak over the playground wall and make my way home.’ Her laugh rings with impish delight. ‘When he was at his wits’ end, Dad offered me a deal: he’d let me help with anything he was doing, as long as I’d spent all day in school getting my education. That seemed fair enough.’

‘So, is there anything you don’t do?’

‘No.’ She laughs. ‘He gave me a pony for my fifth birthday, a cow for my eighth and a pig for my tenth. I was milking by nine, ploughing by thirteen, and I had my own business raising geese for Christmas by fourteen. I can’t dress a goose,’ she declares with an air of triumph, having inadvertently stumbled on the answer to his question. ‘I always left that to Muriel, in return for a cut of the profits.’

‘Very enterprising.’

‘I love it,’ she confides with unashamed candour, ‘this life. It’s hard work, relentless … but there is nothing better than being outside, working the farm. I don’t think I was ever cut out for anything else. The school room was an alien environment for me. There was nothing worth learning there, not when nature could teach me everything I needed to know. I belong to the land. It’s part of me and I’m part of it.’

‘I envy you that. That sense of belonging. I don’t think I’ve ever felt that.’

‘Not at home? Where you’re from?’

‘No. I mean, obviously the city’s familiar, but it’s a dirty, noisy, bustling place – I never relished being there – and perhaps it can afford opportunities, but it never really afforded me any. I worked the shipyards out of necessity, not passion. It was a job, a wage. I never felt any affinity with it, not like what you feel. I can tell, listening to you talk like that – you talk from in here.’ Jack pats his chest with a furled fist. ‘From the heart, like.’

‘Yes … you’re right. My heart is here, in this, in all I do. Whenever I clear a ditch, or plough a furrow, sow a field, pleach a hedge … I’m putting a little bit of me into it. Sometimes I don’t know where I stop and the farm begins.’

‘There’s poetry in that.’

‘Yes … yes, I think there is.’