Back After the War
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. About the Author
  4. Also by Anita Frank
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Acknowledgements
  70. Extract
  71. Chapter One
  72. Chapter Two
  73. Chapter Three
  74. About the Publisher

‘Jesus, Jim, get a hold of yourself, man, before you do something you’ll regret. And believe me, regret it you will, for the rest of your life, because neither of you will ever forget, or ever move past it.’ The farmer continues to struggle. ‘I’ll not let you lay a finger on her, Jim.’

With a broken cry, Jim stumbles back, snatching himself from Jack’s grasp. He lands heavily against the drinks table tucked into the corner. One of the glasses set out upon the silver tray topples and falls. The fine crystal explodes as it hits the floorboards. Splinters of glass skitter across the polished wood.

Jim’s anger broils and yet his face crumples as he sees Gwen sobbing in her mother’s wedding dress. Fighting his conflicting emotions, he draws himself up.

‘You’ll not wear that dress, Gwen, not over my dead body. Ours was an honest love, a true marriage of hearts – I will not have you desecrate that with this charade the two of you have concocted.’ He swings back as he reaches the door. ‘I’ll not have you make a show of yourself. This,’ he waves vaguely between her and Jack, ‘it’s all face-saving nonsense.’

He rubs his hand across his mouth as he tries to regain control of his temper, but his anger continues to resonate in his voice. ‘Now I’m not saying I’m not grateful to you, Jack, but I do wonder what your motivations really are. And Gwen, there are dresses already in your wardrobe, girl, that’ll have to do and flowers to be had in the garden. That might make you look a second-rate bride, but in my eyes, in God’s eyes, and in your mother’s eyes, a second-rate bride is all you are, and all you have the right to be. Now there’s a herd to milk. You get out of that dress and you come and do your bit. You need to give me a reason why I’m still letting you sleep under my roof. You’ll earn your way – do you hear me?’

He leaves in a maelstrom. Gwen buckles to the floor, inconsolable, and all Jack can do is watch, his heart breaking, helpless to offer solace.

Chapter Thirty-Six

Gwen

August 1945

Ignoring his protests, Gwen insists Tom stays in with Muriel all day. She can barely bring herself to speak to Nora, she is so angry. Having picked up on the resentment crackling between the two girls, Muriel corners her after breakfast and demands an explanation. She listens stony-faced as Gwen tells her of Nora’s crime, and of the message behind the brick. Though she passes no comment, her knuckles blanch around the tea towel screwed in her hands, and when she returns her attentions to Tom, her voice is artificially bright. Gwen leaves to carry out the day’s labours, knowing her son is safe from all harm.