Back After the War
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. About the Author
  4. Also by Anita Frank
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Acknowledgements
  70. Extract
  71. Chapter One
  72. Chapter Two
  73. Chapter Three
  74. About the Publisher

‘So you see, Mrs Ellison … Gwen … why Gordon and I should have our suspicions … and why this news should convince us all the more about the veracity of those letters. I’m not here to defend Gordon’s behaviour – then or last night. He treated you a little shabbily, shall we say – I fear he took advantage of your naïvety, as so many men do with young girls.’ Lady Helen shrugs lightly. ‘They are simply men, after all.’ She sighs and contrives a look of apology. ‘But I digress. Mrs Ellison, I have come to speak to you woman to woman. I think I understand you in a way Gordon never will and so I have come up with a proposition for you, one which I hope will prove … well, beneficial to us both.’ She folds her gloved hands together and Gwen catches a drift of her fragrance, an artifice of floral scents too exotic for this land. ‘I think we all know the truth of Tom’s paternity, let us not pretend otherwise now.’

She draws closer to the hedge. Gwen studies the fine line of her jaw, the perfect cut of her clothes, her neat chignon, jealously aware of how shabby she must look in comparison, in her shit-stained trousers and mud-covered boots with their broken laces. She longs to tear Helen Allingham’s eyes out so she can no longer watch Tom as he races happily across the field, Kip yapping at his side.

‘I always think back on those Jewish women in Germany,’ Lady Helen begins softly, ‘the ones who put their children on ships and sent them over here before the war. The Kindertransport – I think that’s what they called it. You know, I’m struck by what courage, what love … what selfless devotion … that took. Of course, at the time some thought they were being rather heartless and reckless, but now we realise how sensible they were to see which way the wind was blowing. Their selfless sacrifice saved their children’s lives, provided them with a future that they would otherwise have been denied. I suppose one might also think of those mothers here who had their children evacuated from the cities. What greater demonstration of love is there, than what a mother is prepared to do in the best interests of her child?’ She holds Gwen’s gaze.

‘Mrs Ellison, I am here today to appeal to you to do the same for your child. I am asking you to put his life and happiness – his future – before your own. I am asking you to give Tom up, to give him to Gordon and myself.’