Back After the War
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. About the Author
  4. Also by Anita Frank
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Acknowledgements
  70. Extract
  71. Chapter One
  72. Chapter Two
  73. Chapter Three
  74. About the Publisher

‘It’s not a story, it’s the truth. Now look here, there really is nothing left to be said. I’m sorry I misled him all those years ago – it was a shoddy thing to do, I admit, and I’m not proud of my behaviour that summer, but I was young and stupid … ignorant …’ She brushes her hair back from her face and catches a waft of manure. She realises she must stink. ‘Anyway, he quite rightly ignored my letters then and he should ignore them now. I don’t know why he should suddenly care—’

‘Because he can’t have any more children.’

Lady Helen observes Gwen’s shock, her own dull eyes betraying her suppressed emotion. ‘He didn’t tell you that, did he? He sustained an injury while fighting in North Africa. No other lasting physical effects … just that one. So, you see, Tom takes on a new significance. He is the only natural son and heir that Gordon will ever be able to have.’

‘He is not Gordon’s son. He’s my husband’s.’

‘Ah, yes … your husband. He was your father’s farm labourer, wasn’t he? You see, Mrs Ellison, I’ve read your letters – so powerful, so desperate … pitiful even. I don’t believe you could have fabricated that passion … and I don’t believe you could have whored yourself about when you had that depth of feeling for Gordon. This tall tale of stringing both him and your husband along at the same time … I don’t buy it, Mrs Ellison, and neither does Gordon.’ She sighs as if Gwen is some troublesome conundrum. She cocks her head to one side and pulls a sympathetic moue. ‘What a predicament you found yourself in; how impossible everything must have seemed.’ Her focus trails over Gwen’s shoulder to Tom. ‘Gordon is of the opinion that this “husband” was a convenience, paid for by your father.’

‘That’s not true.’

‘Isn’t it?’ Her voice peaks with disbelief as she studies Gwen, the ghost of a smile on her lips. ‘Then why hasn’t he come home? We’ve made some enquiries, you see. Between us, Gordon and I have some useful family connections. Your husband, Mrs Ellison, isn’t dead … he’s not listed as missing, he is not a POW – in fact, your husband was demobbed several weeks ago, which begs the question – where has he got to? What husband … what father … doesn’t leave the army and rush home to his family?’ She tips her head to one side. ‘Perhaps one who never really had a family in the first place.’

Her smile is chilling. Gwen turns towards the field struggling to absorb the information, unsure how to react to the news that Jack is not dead and that he is thankfully keeping his promise.