Back After the War
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. About the Author
  4. Also by Anita Frank
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Acknowledgements
  70. Extract
  71. Chapter One
  72. Chapter Two
  73. Chapter Three
  74. About the Publisher

She held herself together for a few seconds more then, like a blasted chimney stack, her knees buckled and she crumpled in a vertical descent, and before Jack could catch her she was spread across the floorboards, lamenting her loss.

‘Mam …’ Her name escaped him as a broken whisper. He reached for her, but she blindly slapped him away, sobbing her daughter’s name. Jack relished the sting on his flesh. He backed towards the doorway, tripping up the steps to his own room. A gauze of tears obscured his vision as he made his way to the stairs. He descended with reckless speed, his heel slipping off the edge of a tread so that he bumped to the bottom on his rear, but he cared not for the sharp pain in his back. He hauled himself up and, battling emotion, groped his way to the front door.

The boys in the street gave him a wide berth, instinctively detecting from his harried movements and stricken features that now was not the time to provoke him. When he reached the main road, he dodged around pedestrians and crossed recklessly before a delivery van, earning a blast of its horn, but he didn’t care. He only wanted one thing – to get to the Queen Victoria before it was too late. He ran down side alleys and back lanes, using every shortcut he knew, until he arrived, breathless, before the pub’s etched windows. He paused only to catch his breath, before shoving the door open and stepping inside.

It was full, as he had expected. Men clustered around squat tables, all pointed knees and sharp elbows as they leant forward in conversation. Barks of laughter carried above the deep hum of voices. Tobacco smoke filled the air and men lined the length of the bar. A few drinkers hailed Jack as he paused inside the door. The Queen Victoria was a regular haunt for shipyard workers and the establishment gratefully accepted a goodly portion of their weekly wages. But Jack failed to acknowledge any of the faces he knew. He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand as his breathing steadied, then began to shoulder his way through the throng, constantly searching for the one man he had come to find.

‘Alreet, Jack? Let me stand you a pint.’ Jack’s arm was grabbed from the right. He whirled around, his left fist already clenched, but he checked himself as Ben’s beaming face came into view, though the man’s broad smile quickly faded. ‘You all right, man?’

He shook his friend’s hand from his arm. ‘No. No I’m not.’ He moved off, pressing into the wall of backs before him, but Ben tugged on him again. He came in close, his voice low.

‘Jesus, man, what’s wrong?’