Back After the War
Chapters (74)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. About the Author
  4. Also by Anita Frank
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Acknowledgements
  70. Extract
  71. Chapter One
  72. Chapter Two
  73. Chapter Three
  74. About the Publisher

‘She used a knitting needle …’ his mother gasped. ‘And every time she pushed it up, Jenny screamed out, but I thought … you know, it was just the way of these things. And she kept sticking her and sticking her, saying she had to make sure.’

‘Jesus Christ.’

‘I sent her packing after that. A week of Jenny’s wages she cost me! But Jenny, she just kept crying and moaning, and dear God, the blood!’

‘Did you not get the doctor to her?’

‘I couldn’t have called a doctor, Jack – are you mad? He’d have known straight away what’s what and got the police, and then where would we have all been, eh?’

‘Jenny’s dead, Mam!’ Jack’s voice cut through the room. His chest heaved as he stared at his mother, struggling to conceive how she could have seen her own daughter dying before her and not lifted a finger to help. ‘Jesus Christ, did you not think to get her help? Did you just stand there and watch her die! Look what you’ve done!’

The silence that followed was ghastly. His mother’s shoulders sagged, yet her eyes did not stray towards the bed. It was a wonder to Jack that in such a small room she managed to avoid it. Her lips pinched together.

‘I couldn’t do nothing,’ she said at last, her voice quiet.

‘Who did this to her?’

His mother shrugged. The action, he realised, was not callous, but resigned. ‘Just some backstreet biddy I was put in the way of. It makes no difference.’

‘And who knocked her up? Eh? You tell me that.’ His voice rose as he warmed to the subject. ‘What bastard had his way and then left her to pick up the pieces?’

‘You don’t know?’ His mother’s mouth had a cruel twist to it. ‘You’re telling me you don’t know who she was stepping out with?’

‘I didn’t even know she was stepping out!’

She snorted, but the dark amusement that momentarily lifted her features departed as she caught sight of the bloody towel in her hands. Her breath shuddered. A tear ran down her cheek.

‘Your pal Mickey Jones.’ She skewered Jack with her loathing. ‘He wouldn’t leave her alone. Round here all the time, he was, while you were at work. Always cosying up to her, giving her gifts, whispering sweet nothings in her ear until her head was turned.’

‘Mickey? No.’

‘Aye. You brought him here. You introduced them.’ Her voice hardened to flint. With a sharp cry, she threw the towel to the floor. She drew forward, her eyes fiery now, shock giving way to furious grief. She thrust a finger in the direction of the bed as she stood toe to toe with her son, her chin thrust up. ‘Look what you’ve done, Jack Ellison.’