Back Afraid of the Light
Chapters (29)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Douglas Kennedy
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. one
  7. two
  8. three
  9. four
  10. five
  11. six
  12. seven
  13. eight
  14. nine
  15. ten
  16. eleven
  17. twelve
  18. thirteen
  19. fourteen
  20. fifteen
  21. sixteen
  22. seventeen
  23. eighteen
  24. nineteen
  25. twenty
  26. twenty-one
  27. twenty-two
  28. twenty-three
  29. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Silence again. I kept my eyes focused on the road in front of me. We were going against the usual rush-hour madness. I got lucky with the traffic. We were off the 405 in twelve minutes. I glanced several times into the rearview. My passenger was fighting hard to maintain calm as well.

‘Are you all right, ma’am?’

‘You can call me Elise. And no, I am not all right.’

She was close to tears now and I could see she had shut her eyes. She took several steadying breaths. We were now in the back streets of Westwood, moments away from her apartment.

‘You’re nearly home,’ I told her, wanting to reassure her.

She opened her eyes.

‘It’s Brendan, yes?’

I nodded.

‘And this number – 646 555 9479 – that’s your cell … if I need to contact you?’

I nodded again, thinking: don’t contact me again.

I pulled up in front of 1710 Malcolm Avenue.

‘You won’t be paid for this trip, will you?’ she asked.

‘Don’t worry about it,’ I said, knowing that because of all that went down I’d lost that big airport fare. The ride probably complained to Uber and that might be a strike against me. I just wanted to go home, to close the door and sit in the dark and try to get all this out of my head – which I also knew just would not happen. Just as I told myself: if you lose today’s driving you will be $100 short. My monthly car insurance payment of $58 was due next week. I had no choice but to somehow keep on the road.

I braked slowly. I shifted into park. Elise reached into her bag. She pulled out a small wad of money.

‘Please take this,’ she said, pushing it all into my hand.

‘You don’t have to,’ I said.

‘Yes, I do. And thank you. Take care.’