Chapters (86)
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Family Tree
- Part One: The Fisherman in Love
- July 1941
- To Look at Her with Intention
- A Swell Dame
- The Harvey Girls
- A Match to the Side
- Like a Gentleman
- Needly in the Water
- South American Way
- Illegal in Summertime
- Aix-les-Bains
- Kind Lady Lives Here
- The World Wasn’t Enough
- Pass the Salt
- Fiskare
- Fiskfika
- A Small Hotel
- What Are Uncles For?
- A Flair For the Dramatic
- A Better Man For It
- The Bender
- November 1944
- A Damn to Give
- Emil’s One
- Horse’s Neck
- Good Enough
- Part Two: The Fisherman at War
- December 1944
- Captain Who?
- I Might Kill Someone Tomorrow
- Civilian Terror
- The Eighty-Eight That Kills You
- Holy Schmitt
- Grand and Casual
- Extraordinary Soldiers
- January 1945
- To Kill For Friends
- Say His Name
- Strong Letter to Follow
- Now
- Goose Egg
- Close as Any Man and Woman
- Something to Someone
- February-April 1945
- Nothing For It
- Hungry
- A Different Breed of Brothers
- Everything a Father Could
- The Resurrection and the Life
- Fish Hook
- Part Three: The Fisherman Adrift
- May 1945
- True Hunger
- Shadows and Burrs
- Keeper of the Flame
- The Barrel
- Hangman’s Coming
- Part Four: The Fisherman Back Home
- August 1945
- The Monastery
- Angels of the River
- I Had a Lover
- September 1945
- Trade Secrets
- Home
- Minor Mine
- Our Greatest Weapon
- Bra Som Guld
- Erik
- A Bit of an All Right
- Jacques’ Trap
- Still a Sort of Fisherman
- Guarding the Perimeter
- October 1945
- Juicy Fruit
- The Way He Wrote It
- June 1947
- All Here
- Acknowledgments
- In Tribute
- In Imagination: Kennet’s Unit
- About the Author
- Also by Suanne Laqueur
“Remember the other day, I told you I’d done a stupid thing and let my father down? Well, the story Minor told this afternoon was it. When I tried to beat the storm home. Paps sent the others back to the hotel with Major. He held me back. Right here on the dock, in the pouring rain…” He laughed a little. “We throw that expression around—oh my father’s gonna kill me. But that night, I really thought he would. Actually, I hoped he would…”
“You damn punk,” Major shouted in Kennet’s face.
“Take them home,” Emil said to his brother, indicating the four younger Fiskares. He put a palm in the center of Kennet’s chest, holding him back. “You stay.”
“Paps, I—”
“Shut your mouth.”
Kennet rolled his lips in, frightened in every bone of his body.
“Did you watch the clouds?” Emil asked when the others had gone.
Kennet stared at his sodden shoes.
“Look at me when I’m talking to you. Did you watch the clouds?”
Now Kennet looked through the rain, met his father’s gaze and wished he were dead. “Yes, sir.”
“Did the clouds divide?”
“No, sir.”
The hand on Kennet’s sternum drew back a few inches, then it shoved him, hard. Sneakers slipping and sliding on the wet dock, Kennet went sprawling. A yelp of surprised pain as his hip bone collided with wood. Another yelp, this one full of fear, as his father’s feet planted on either side of him.
“You could’ve killed all your mother’s children tonight,” Emil shouted, tall and terrible. “You could have sheared this family tree down to the goddamn ground. You would’ve left it to me to tell your mother it was the end of the family. To tell my brothers it was the end of our name.”
He may have had a lame leg, but the blood of the Old Bear bellowed in Emil’s upper body. His hands reached, his fists curled around Kennet’s wet clothes. He hauled the boy to his feet and shook him, as if trying to loosen teeth. “If any of them drowned and you lived, I’d make you sleep in the graveyard the rest of your days. I’d build a goddamn shed for you in the family plot and make you live among your dead siblings.”
“I’m sorry,” Kennet cried, wanting to throw himself overboard.
“My only daughter,” Emil roared above the rain. “This family’s sole girl in two generations, you damn fool pathetic excuse of a…”
Kennet was drowning in shame now, reduced to worm food, to chum, to insignificant sand and pebbles beneath the tromp of his father’s rage. To a miserable punk in the eyes of his adored uncle.