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Chapters (86)
  1. Title Page
  2. Dedication
  3. Family Tree
  4. Part One: The Fisherman in Love
  5. July 1941
  6. To Look at Her with Intention
  7. A Swell Dame
  8. The Harvey Girls
  9. A Match to the Side
  10. Like a Gentleman
  11. Needly in the Water
  12. South American Way
  13. Illegal in Summertime
  14. Aix-les-Bains
  15. Kind Lady Lives Here
  16. The World Wasn’t Enough
  17. Pass the Salt
  18. Fiskare
  19. Fiskfika
  20. A Small Hotel
  21. What Are Uncles For?
  22. A Flair For the Dramatic
  23. A Better Man For It
  24. The Bender
  25. November 1944
  26. A Damn to Give
  27. Emil’s One
  28. Horse’s Neck
  29. Good Enough
  30. Part Two: The Fisherman at War
  31. December 1944
  32. Captain Who?
  33. I Might Kill Someone Tomorrow
  34. Civilian Terror
  35. The Eighty-Eight That Kills You
  36. Holy Schmitt
  37. Grand and Casual
  38. Extraordinary Soldiers
  39. January 1945
  40. To Kill For Friends
  41. Say His Name
  42. Strong Letter to Follow
  43. Now
  44. Goose Egg
  45. Close as Any Man and Woman
  46. Something to Someone
  47. February-April 1945
  48. Nothing For It
  49. Hungry
  50. A Different Breed of Brothers
  51. Everything a Father Could
  52. The Resurrection and the Life
  53. Fish Hook
  54. Part Three: The Fisherman Adrift
  55. May 1945
  56. True Hunger
  57. Shadows and Burrs
  58. Keeper of the Flame
  59. The Barrel
  60. Hangman’s Coming
  61. Part Four: The Fisherman Back Home
  62. August 1945
  63. The Monastery
  64. Angels of the River
  65. I Had a Lover
  66. September 1945
  67. Trade Secrets
  68. Home
  69. Minor Mine
  70. Our Greatest Weapon
  71. Bra Som Guld
  72. Erik
  73. A Bit of an All Right
  74. Jacques’ Trap
  75. Still a Sort of Fisherman
  76. Guarding the Perimeter
  77. October 1945
  78. Juicy Fruit
  79. The Way He Wrote It
  80. June 1947
  81. All Here
  82. Acknowledgments
  83. In Tribute
  84. In Imagination: Kennet’s Unit
  85. About the Author
  86. Also by Suanne Laqueur

“Someplace shadier. And softer.” He drew her off the ground and they brushed off dust and pebbles and bits of this and that. Taking her by the hand, he led them back to the shore path and inland a bit, to a shady, grassy area dotted with wildflowers. There they lay beneath an oak tree and kissed. They kissed with eyes open and eyes closed. Kissed around words and through laughter and within silence. Then all at once they stopped kissing, both going limp as if the enormity of their combined feeling fell out of the sky and smashed them flat into the earth. Kennet’s head dropped onto Astrid’s breastbone, feeling the fist of her pounding heart. She had an arm thrown across her face, breathing hard.

Ten years, Kennet thought. We’ve been reaching and running toward each other. Non-stop. And now we’re here. Finally.

Good lord, I’m so tired…

“Oh my God,” Astrid said faintly. “I didn’t think it would ever…”

“I know.”

She laughed. “I’m exhausted.”

“I know.” He pressed into the beat of her heart, his one elbow still rocking her head, the other tight at her waist.

“Nyck.”

“I know. I know…”

He was enormously, embarrassingly sleepy. Her fingers running through his hair weren’t helping.

“Feels so good,” he said.

“Cafune.”

“Hm?”

“Cafune. Portuguese for… Well, it has no translation. It just means to do this.” Her fingers ran furrows along his scalp.

“Like this?” He caressed her arms.

“No. Cafune is fingers in your hair, nothing else. English doesn’t have a word like it.”

“We need one,” Kennet said.

“I love untranslatable words. Like pålägg. English doesn’t have one word meaning ‘anything you can put into a sandwich.’”

“Yes it does. ‘Sandwich-stuff.’”

“That’s two words.”

“I hyphenated them.”

“Clever boy.”

“Tell me another.”

“Korova. It’s Russian. It’s a buddy you bring along on a prison break so you can eat him.”

He lifted his head off her heart and stared. “I’m not sure if I’m horrified there’s a word for that, or if I’m horrified you know what it is.”

“I don’t even remember where I learned it.”

He put his head back down again. “More cafune, please.”

“More of it or more words like it?”

“Both.”

In between kissing, they thought up words in all their languages that didn’t translate to one word in English. Like lagom, which was Swedish for not too much, not too little, but just right.

“Your tongue when we kiss is lagom,” Astrid murmured beneath his mouth.

Or resfeber—what the Swedes called the anxious and anticipatory race of the traveler’s heart before a journey began.

“Like the resfeber when your train pulled in,” Kennet said. “And I wasn’t even the traveler.”