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Chapters (86)
  1. Title Page
  2. Dedication
  3. Family Tree
  4. Part One: The Fisherman in Love
  5. July 1941
  6. To Look at Her with Intention
  7. A Swell Dame
  8. The Harvey Girls
  9. A Match to the Side
  10. Like a Gentleman
  11. Needly in the Water
  12. South American Way
  13. Illegal in Summertime
  14. Aix-les-Bains
  15. Kind Lady Lives Here
  16. The World Wasn’t Enough
  17. Pass the Salt
  18. Fiskare
  19. Fiskfika
  20. A Small Hotel
  21. What Are Uncles For?
  22. A Flair For the Dramatic
  23. A Better Man For It
  24. The Bender
  25. November 1944
  26. A Damn to Give
  27. Emil’s One
  28. Horse’s Neck
  29. Good Enough
  30. Part Two: The Fisherman at War
  31. December 1944
  32. Captain Who?
  33. I Might Kill Someone Tomorrow
  34. Civilian Terror
  35. The Eighty-Eight That Kills You
  36. Holy Schmitt
  37. Grand and Casual
  38. Extraordinary Soldiers
  39. January 1945
  40. To Kill For Friends
  41. Say His Name
  42. Strong Letter to Follow
  43. Now
  44. Goose Egg
  45. Close as Any Man and Woman
  46. Something to Someone
  47. February-April 1945
  48. Nothing For It
  49. Hungry
  50. A Different Breed of Brothers
  51. Everything a Father Could
  52. The Resurrection and the Life
  53. Fish Hook
  54. Part Three: The Fisherman Adrift
  55. May 1945
  56. True Hunger
  57. Shadows and Burrs
  58. Keeper of the Flame
  59. The Barrel
  60. Hangman’s Coming
  61. Part Four: The Fisherman Back Home
  62. August 1945
  63. The Monastery
  64. Angels of the River
  65. I Had a Lover
  66. September 1945
  67. Trade Secrets
  68. Home
  69. Minor Mine
  70. Our Greatest Weapon
  71. Bra Som Guld
  72. Erik
  73. A Bit of an All Right
  74. Jacques’ Trap
  75. Still a Sort of Fisherman
  76. Guarding the Perimeter
  77. October 1945
  78. Juicy Fruit
  79. The Way He Wrote It
  80. June 1947
  81. All Here
  82. Acknowledgments
  83. In Tribute
  84. In Imagination: Kennet’s Unit
  85. About the Author
  86. Also by Suanne Laqueur

I wish there was something I could do, Kennet thought, and pressed down. His cookie broke in half.

Across the table, Astrid looked up at him, then held out her palm, where three pieces of pepparkakor lay.

“See now,” Marta said. “It will all sort out by Christmas.” She checked her watch. “I’ve got my errands to run. Kennet, I know a cookie won’t hold you, so there’s cold ham if you want a sandwich.”

Kennet expected Astrid to leave the kitchen as well, but she stayed, lingering over her tea.

“You could say I’m homesick,” she finally said. “Being here has made me realize how sick of home I am. And sick at heart at the thought of my mother coming here.”

He’d forgotten her mother was coming for the last week of the visit. After exercising such patience waiting for his siblings to get the hell out of the way, he bristled at the thought of another intruder. But aloud he only drawled a long, “Ah,” as if the mysteries of the universe were solved.

He took great pains with his sandwich making, stretching out the simple task to let her talk freely behind his back. She told him that when her father died, the hotel in Penedo was doing poorly. Under Liisa’s ownership, it utterly failed. Liisa sold the property, and the proceeds were enough to keep Astrid and the boarding school in Rio.

Kennet set down plates on the table. “What’s your mother like?”

“She’s a passionate Finn. The only thing truly Finnish about my father was his surname. He was a Swede at heart, but my mother loved her country and her culture. I don’t think she was ever the same after they fled to Sweden. And when my father moved us to South America, something in Mor died. Or rather, something in her was defeated. She personified defeat and forever passed herself off as a weak and victimized woman.”

Kennet wasn’t surprised Astrid used mor, mother, not Mamma or Ma.

Liisa Virtanen suffered asthma as a child, which worsened after Astrid’s birth. In between episodes of genuine suffering, Liisa used the ailment to her advantage.

“Conveniently her worst episodes occur when she’s not getting her way,” Astrid said. “Playing the romantic consumptive when she was in the rudest of health.”

She blushed a little and shook her head apologetically. Kennet could sense how it made her feel disloyal to speak honestly of her mother.

“It’s such a brutal end to your childhood idealism,” he said slowly, “when you realize you love your parent because not loving them isn’t an option, but you also discover things about your parent that aren’t lovable.”

“The stress about money is really making her sick now. But there’s nobody she can placate. Her poor health won’t make money appear out of thin air.”