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Chapters (86)
  1. Title Page
  2. Dedication
  3. Family Tree
  4. Part One: The Fisherman in Love
  5. July 1941
  6. To Look at Her with Intention
  7. A Swell Dame
  8. The Harvey Girls
  9. A Match to the Side
  10. Like a Gentleman
  11. Needly in the Water
  12. South American Way
  13. Illegal in Summertime
  14. Aix-les-Bains
  15. Kind Lady Lives Here
  16. The World Wasn’t Enough
  17. Pass the Salt
  18. Fiskare
  19. Fiskfika
  20. A Small Hotel
  21. What Are Uncles For?
  22. A Flair For the Dramatic
  23. A Better Man For It
  24. The Bender
  25. November 1944
  26. A Damn to Give
  27. Emil’s One
  28. Horse’s Neck
  29. Good Enough
  30. Part Two: The Fisherman at War
  31. December 1944
  32. Captain Who?
  33. I Might Kill Someone Tomorrow
  34. Civilian Terror
  35. The Eighty-Eight That Kills You
  36. Holy Schmitt
  37. Grand and Casual
  38. Extraordinary Soldiers
  39. January 1945
  40. To Kill For Friends
  41. Say His Name
  42. Strong Letter to Follow
  43. Now
  44. Goose Egg
  45. Close as Any Man and Woman
  46. Something to Someone
  47. February-April 1945
  48. Nothing For It
  49. Hungry
  50. A Different Breed of Brothers
  51. Everything a Father Could
  52. The Resurrection and the Life
  53. Fish Hook
  54. Part Three: The Fisherman Adrift
  55. May 1945
  56. True Hunger
  57. Shadows and Burrs
  58. Keeper of the Flame
  59. The Barrel
  60. Hangman’s Coming
  61. Part Four: The Fisherman Back Home
  62. August 1945
  63. The Monastery
  64. Angels of the River
  65. I Had a Lover
  66. September 1945
  67. Trade Secrets
  68. Home
  69. Minor Mine
  70. Our Greatest Weapon
  71. Bra Som Guld
  72. Erik
  73. A Bit of an All Right
  74. Jacques’ Trap
  75. Still a Sort of Fisherman
  76. Guarding the Perimeter
  77. October 1945
  78. Juicy Fruit
  79. The Way He Wrote It
  80. June 1947
  81. All Here
  82. Acknowledgments
  83. In Tribute
  84. In Imagination: Kennet’s Unit
  85. About the Author
  86. Also by Suanne Laqueur

But something was different about this chaos. Kennet turned his head toward it. He saw Fisha and his gang running toward the building. Not in glee or triumph. They were distressed. An upset anthill. Something was different. Something was wrong.

As Kennet walked toward the hive, a voice rose above the humming din.

“Captain Feesh.”

Kennet’s pace quickened.

“Captain Feesh!”

Kennet broke into a run. Fisha was calling to him from inside. Kennet fought through the throng, tossing boys and men aside, elbowing and shoving.

Anderson hung from a rafter.

This wasn’t a mob, this was a rescue.

Two men were under Anderson’s feet, pushing his weight up against the noose. Anderson kicked away their help, fighting to die.

Fisha stood on the tabletop, reaching up to the rope. Yelling in Russian, he tore at the noose with dirty, ragged fingers, trying to pull up against the force of the soldier’s weight.

Kennet leapt onto the table, yanking his bowie knife from its holster at its hip. He frantically sawed against the rope until it broke. Anderson crashed to the floor, scattering small, stunted boys like bowling pins. Now O’Hara was there. And Ingle and Dizzy and Baby. A dozen other soldiers coming to the rescue.

Kennet sank to his knees on the tabletop, a hysterical Fisha cradled in his arms.

Korova, he remembered. The word for the buddy who was both friend and food was korova.

I think I’m going crazy.

“Thank you,” he heard himself say, rocking the child. “You saved him. Molodets. Good boy. You’re the best boy. The best that ever lived. Shh…” He held Fisha tight. “It’s okay. I know. You’ll never get over this, but you’ll learn how to get next to it and bring it along…”

The day the battalion left Mauthausen, two Red Cross volunteers had to forcibly peel Fisha’s fingers off Kennet’s body.

“It’s all right,” Kennet said. “You’re going to be all right. Here. Look…” He put his Zippo lighter into the boy’s hand. “You keep it. Yours. Forever. Okay?”

Fisha hugged him again, crying, babbling things that required no translation.

Don’t leave me. Take me with you. Let me belong to you.

“It’s okay,” Kennet said. “Fuck Hitler.”

“Okay.” Fisha squeezed harder. “Fuck Hitler.”

“Molodets. Good boy.”

As he removed the little arms from around his neck, he felt shittier than when he’d punched O’Hara over Jock’s dead body.

“Okay,” Fisha said between gulping sobs. “Okay, Captain Feesh.”

Kennet took Fisha’s face in his hands and kissed the knobby, scratched forehead. “You’re a good boy. You’re the best and bravest. I have to go now. All right? I have to. Goodbye, Fisha.”

As Kennet stood up, the Russian boy grabbed his hand and slapped something into the palm, crunched the fingers closed and kissed them.

“Goodbye, Keneet Feeskar.”