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Chapters (86)
  1. Title Page
  2. Dedication
  3. Family Tree
  4. Part One: The Fisherman in Love
  5. July 1941
  6. To Look at Her with Intention
  7. A Swell Dame
  8. The Harvey Girls
  9. A Match to the Side
  10. Like a Gentleman
  11. Needly in the Water
  12. South American Way
  13. Illegal in Summertime
  14. Aix-les-Bains
  15. Kind Lady Lives Here
  16. The World Wasn’t Enough
  17. Pass the Salt
  18. Fiskare
  19. Fiskfika
  20. A Small Hotel
  21. What Are Uncles For?
  22. A Flair For the Dramatic
  23. A Better Man For It
  24. The Bender
  25. November 1944
  26. A Damn to Give
  27. Emil’s One
  28. Horse’s Neck
  29. Good Enough
  30. Part Two: The Fisherman at War
  31. December 1944
  32. Captain Who?
  33. I Might Kill Someone Tomorrow
  34. Civilian Terror
  35. The Eighty-Eight That Kills You
  36. Holy Schmitt
  37. Grand and Casual
  38. Extraordinary Soldiers
  39. January 1945
  40. To Kill For Friends
  41. Say His Name
  42. Strong Letter to Follow
  43. Now
  44. Goose Egg
  45. Close as Any Man and Woman
  46. Something to Someone
  47. February-April 1945
  48. Nothing For It
  49. Hungry
  50. A Different Breed of Brothers
  51. Everything a Father Could
  52. The Resurrection and the Life
  53. Fish Hook
  54. Part Three: The Fisherman Adrift
  55. May 1945
  56. True Hunger
  57. Shadows and Burrs
  58. Keeper of the Flame
  59. The Barrel
  60. Hangman’s Coming
  61. Part Four: The Fisherman Back Home
  62. August 1945
  63. The Monastery
  64. Angels of the River
  65. I Had a Lover
  66. September 1945
  67. Trade Secrets
  68. Home
  69. Minor Mine
  70. Our Greatest Weapon
  71. Bra Som Guld
  72. Erik
  73. A Bit of an All Right
  74. Jacques’ Trap
  75. Still a Sort of Fisherman
  76. Guarding the Perimeter
  77. October 1945
  78. Juicy Fruit
  79. The Way He Wrote It
  80. June 1947
  81. All Here
  82. Acknowledgments
  83. In Tribute
  84. In Imagination: Kennet’s Unit
  85. About the Author
  86. Also by Suanne Laqueur

While the medics tried to keep soldiers from inadvertently killing prisoners with kindness, the officers desperately tried to keep the prisoners from killing the handful of SS guards left in the camp. The brass wanted these men alive, so they could be interrogated at least, prosecuted at most.

Some troops wanted to shoot them all and be done with it.

Others thought shooting too good for these sons of bitches.

“Calling these German fuckers sons of bitches is an insult to bitches,” Ingle muttered.

“And fuckers,” O’Hara said.

The Nazis were kept isolated and guarded, away from the now-liberated prisoners, who instead turned their vigilante justice on the kapos and the Volkssturm.

“They’re hanging a guy in there,” O’Hara said, jerking his head toward one of the barracks.

Such things would have shocked Kennet once. No more.

He followed O’Hara. Fisha followed Kennet.

Some boys were shadows—they followed their chosen GI at a distance.

Some boys were burrs. They stuck close. Devoted manservants.

Fisha was a burr.

In the barracks, Kennet watched murder disguised as assisted suicide. A kapo encouraged to push a table into place beneath a beam. Given a suggestion to tie a noose with the rope nobody else touched. Instructed to put his head through unaided. Nobody lifted a finger in complicity. Nobody would leave until the job was done properly. Judge, jury and executioner dressed in striped pajamas. They attended with narrow-eyed, dangerous patience until the kapo stepped off the table.

Kennet and O’Hara left, followed by Fisha.

The GIs sat in the foul sunshine, cleaned their guns and tried to talk about anything else.

The children conducted trade with chocolate and cigarettes. They pulled up their ragged clothes and compared scars. They laughed and snarled with a disturbing one-upmanship as they displayed infected wounds from accidents and fights and disease.

Many of their backs were striped with welts.

Maslov translated: the boys were made to flog each other.

“How do they act as if it all didn’t happen?” Ingle said.

“They don’t act,” Kennet said.

“It’s all they’ve known,” Maslov said.

“Where are their mothers?”

Nobody answered. Stories coming out of the women’s camp were too heinous to grasp. The minds and spirits of the soldiers were overloaded with the stench and the spectacles and the stripes. Taking in the horrors of sexual violence sent many into a frenzied rage.

When the wind shifted, Kennet didn’t turn his face away. He couldn’t smell anything. In a few days, it would occur to him he couldn’t taste anything either, but in the nightmare of now, food was the farthest thing from his mind.

The whole world was far from his mind.

He felt nothing. And that was good. It meant his armor was holding.