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Chapters (86)
  1. Title Page
  2. Dedication
  3. Family Tree
  4. Part One: The Fisherman in Love
  5. July 1941
  6. To Look at Her with Intention
  7. A Swell Dame
  8. The Harvey Girls
  9. A Match to the Side
  10. Like a Gentleman
  11. Needly in the Water
  12. South American Way
  13. Illegal in Summertime
  14. Aix-les-Bains
  15. Kind Lady Lives Here
  16. The World Wasn’t Enough
  17. Pass the Salt
  18. Fiskare
  19. Fiskfika
  20. A Small Hotel
  21. What Are Uncles For?
  22. A Flair For the Dramatic
  23. A Better Man For It
  24. The Bender
  25. November 1944
  26. A Damn to Give
  27. Emil’s One
  28. Horse’s Neck
  29. Good Enough
  30. Part Two: The Fisherman at War
  31. December 1944
  32. Captain Who?
  33. I Might Kill Someone Tomorrow
  34. Civilian Terror
  35. The Eighty-Eight That Kills You
  36. Holy Schmitt
  37. Grand and Casual
  38. Extraordinary Soldiers
  39. January 1945
  40. To Kill For Friends
  41. Say His Name
  42. Strong Letter to Follow
  43. Now
  44. Goose Egg
  45. Close as Any Man and Woman
  46. Something to Someone
  47. February-April 1945
  48. Nothing For It
  49. Hungry
  50. A Different Breed of Brothers
  51. Everything a Father Could
  52. The Resurrection and the Life
  53. Fish Hook
  54. Part Three: The Fisherman Adrift
  55. May 1945
  56. True Hunger
  57. Shadows and Burrs
  58. Keeper of the Flame
  59. The Barrel
  60. Hangman’s Coming
  61. Part Four: The Fisherman Back Home
  62. August 1945
  63. The Monastery
  64. Angels of the River
  65. I Had a Lover
  66. September 1945
  67. Trade Secrets
  68. Home
  69. Minor Mine
  70. Our Greatest Weapon
  71. Bra Som Guld
  72. Erik
  73. A Bit of an All Right
  74. Jacques’ Trap
  75. Still a Sort of Fisherman
  76. Guarding the Perimeter
  77. October 1945
  78. Juicy Fruit
  79. The Way He Wrote It
  80. June 1947
  81. All Here
  82. Acknowledgments
  83. In Tribute
  84. In Imagination: Kennet’s Unit
  85. About the Author
  86. Also by Suanne Laqueur

“His real name is Efim,” Maslov said to Kennet. “The diminutive is Fisha.” He spoke again to the boy in Russian, punctuating the words with an index finger on Kennet’s insignia. “Fiskare. Rybak, da? My zovem yego ‘Fish.’”

“Fisha,” the boy cried, and wrapped arms around Kennet’s legs.

“Good to meet you,” Kennet said over his pounding heart and roiling stomach.

Fisha looked around eleven, although Kennet knew by now that conditions in Mauthausen had unnaturally aged the adults and stunted the children. Every reference point, along with every rule, was blown to shit. It was impossible to get your mind around the camp, let alone the arms of practicality to bring order out of this heinous chaos.

The lucid inmates reported that only the day before, most of the SS guards had fled the camp, leaving the prisoners guarded by unarmed Volkssturm soldiers and an absurd unit of retired police officers and firemen. The balance of power had just begun to tip in favor of the inmates when the American tanks rolled in, beneath a great stone gate emblazoned with a banner:

¡Los Espanoles Antifascistas Saludan a Las Fuerzes Liberado!

“Ralph, what’s it mean?” Kennet said.

Ingle stopped swearing long enough to answer: “Anti-fascist Spaniards salute the liberation forces.”

He resumed cursing under his breath. Florid combinations of shit and whore and mother, while Kennet stared stupidly at the flapping sign, unable to comprehend its existence. First the words being in Spanish baffled him, then he couldn’t understand how the triumphant banner was made in the first place. Where? How? When?

Little by little, the GIs grasped how the camp’s staggering mass of filthy humanity comprised an international crossroads of dissidents and unwanteds. Jews, of course—Polish, Czech, Hungarian, Balkan and Dutch. But there were large groups of Spanish Republicans. French political prisoners, too. Unwanted “-ists” of all kinds: socialists, communists, anarchists. Romani. Jehovah’s Witnesses. Intelligentsia. Boy Scouts. (Boy Scouts?!) The ethnic undesirables: Poles, Slovenes, Slovaks and Serbs. Soviet prisoners of war.

From every corner of Europe they’d been crammed into this place, their sole purpose to be worked to death in the mines, quarries and munition factories. Killed by starvation, disease, exposure. Or killed for sport. Those too weak to work and too resilient to die were gassed and cremated.

No more, Kennet thought. Not now. Not ever.

No past. No future. No rules.

He walked around in a sort of functional fugue state, Fisha trailing behind him. Everything fragmented and surreal, mixed up with the past and present, reality and folk tale, life and death.

Hildur, what have you done? he wondered over and over, simultaneously horrified and detached. Even the murderous elven Queen knew she went too far with this glut of killing. Like a contrite child who’d lost utter control of a situation, she put bloody hands behind her back and hung her head, hoping someone else would clean up the mess.