Chapters (86)
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Family Tree
- Part One: The Fisherman in Love
- July 1941
- To Look at Her with Intention
- A Swell Dame
- The Harvey Girls
- A Match to the Side
- Like a Gentleman
- Needly in the Water
- South American Way
- Illegal in Summertime
- Aix-les-Bains
- Kind Lady Lives Here
- The World Wasn’t Enough
- Pass the Salt
- Fiskare
- Fiskfika
- A Small Hotel
- What Are Uncles For?
- A Flair For the Dramatic
- A Better Man For It
- The Bender
- November 1944
- A Damn to Give
- Emil’s One
- Horse’s Neck
- Good Enough
- Part Two: The Fisherman at War
- December 1944
- Captain Who?
- I Might Kill Someone Tomorrow
- Civilian Terror
- The Eighty-Eight That Kills You
- Holy Schmitt
- Grand and Casual
- Extraordinary Soldiers
- January 1945
- To Kill For Friends
- Say His Name
- Strong Letter to Follow
- Now
- Goose Egg
- Close as Any Man and Woman
- Something to Someone
- February-April 1945
- Nothing For It
- Hungry
- A Different Breed of Brothers
- Everything a Father Could
- The Resurrection and the Life
- Fish Hook
- Part Three: The Fisherman Adrift
- May 1945
- True Hunger
- Shadows and Burrs
- Keeper of the Flame
- The Barrel
- Hangman’s Coming
- Part Four: The Fisherman Back Home
- August 1945
- The Monastery
- Angels of the River
- I Had a Lover
- September 1945
- Trade Secrets
- Home
- Minor Mine
- Our Greatest Weapon
- Bra Som Guld
- Erik
- A Bit of an All Right
- Jacques’ Trap
- Still a Sort of Fisherman
- Guarding the Perimeter
- October 1945
- Juicy Fruit
- The Way He Wrote It
- June 1947
- All Here
- Acknowledgments
- In Tribute
- In Imagination: Kennet’s Unit
- About the Author
- Also by Suanne Laqueur
Now do it over. And over. And over. Until you can do it under gunfire. Do it under gunfire when you haven’t eaten in three days. Do it on no sleep. Do it in your sleep. Do it while pissing down your leg in fright. Do it while mourning a mate who got his head blown off yesterday. Do it with blood in your eyes and a load of shrapnel in your leg. Do it with a shot-up buddy dying on your shoulders.
That’s all battle was: men doing what they were told, no matter the emotion or circumstances. Some men had a talent for the telling, but most were simply good at the doing. Sure, there were the crack sharpshooters. The ingenious mechanics. The miracle-working medics. The artistic camoufleurs. The canny, iron-nerved sappers. The soft-stepped, eagle-eyed scouts. But most of the military force was made up of grunts, going where told, doing what told.
Standing with his buddies, listening more than talking, Kennet realized even the grunts had their hidden talents. The jokesters who could find humor in anything. The vulgates who could find the innuendo in anything. Or men like Alfred Martin who never got the jokes, never cursed, and blushed at anything the least bit suggestive. Marty’s talent was his innocence. He was the unit’s baby brother.
Nolen Anderson, a born-again Nebraskan, could drive you batshit crazy with his biblical recitations, but he had a preternatural ability to look over the platoon and find the soldier poised on the brink of his sanity, staring into the abyss. Anderson would put a hand on the tight shoulder, find the thousand-yard stare with his own and say, “You’re going to be okay. I prayed for you this morning. God and I had a long talk, I told him about you and I know it’s going to be all right.”
And with that strong hand on their shoulder and Anderson’s earnest gaze never wavering, men on the edge stepped back, believed Anderson, and lived to fight another day.
Anderson put that hand on Kennet’s arm now. “Fish? You all right?”
“For sure,” Kennet said, though his voice warbled a little.
“Man,” Hook said, rubbing circles on his chest. “Even the time I got arrested, I never felt panic like that.”
“I don’t panic until O’Hara panics,” Jock said.
And the unflappable, stoic O’Hara smiled, almost looking bashful.