Chapters (76)
- Cover
- Praise forMATTHEW HARFFY
- BY MATTHEW HARFFY
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Maps
- Epigraph
- Contents
- Place Names
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sixty
- Sixty-One
- Sixty-Two
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- An Invitation from the Publisher
I began writing the story of my life and adventures so that a record of certain events might not be lost. I have many tales still to tell, if the good Lord sees fit to spare me for long enough. I never expected to have any readers of my work while I yet lived, but I would not wish to add lying to my numerous sins by saying that I am not gratified that at least one reader might be satisfied with the marks left by the scratching of my pen.
There may be those who read these pages and think they recognise other tales within them. Know then that these are the events as I remember them, but I am old, and perhaps my memory is not as sharp as it once was. Of course, it is also true that other stories may have been told before now by men or women who also witnessed these events, and they would surely resemble my own recollections. But each man can only see with his own eyes and remember that which his mind recalls, so what I offer here is my truth and that of no other.
I feel the curse of my age and illness hanging over me, an ever-present cloud, and I know that I must not squander any of the time given to me. Since Lady Day, the gnawing pain in my stomach has dwindled. I know not why. Whether this is a short reprieve, or an answer to Coenric’s prayers, I do not know. But as the acute agony has become a dull ache, so my mind has begun once more to wander the dark paths of my memories. To the days when I was not much older than Coenric. To the time when I arrogantly believed I would never grow old and die. I think back to the rain-soaked autumn and the frost-riven winter that followed the savage attack on Werceworthe.
I recall the sadness and grief, and then the rallying of the folk to rebuild what they had lost.
I remember marvelling as Runolf, the huge Norseman that many considered a brute, created a thing of exquisite beauty and power: a ship the likes of which no free Englisc man had voyaged in before.
And, although I do not wish to follow them down those dark trails, my memories pull me towards events I wish I could forget. To a river winding through towering trees that echo with the screams of the damned. To the vacant eyes of dead friends, staring unseeing at the flame-streaked sky of Hǫrðaland.
And, with a dreadful sadness and guilt, I remember as vividly as yesterday, the warmth on my cheek of the dying breath of the first truly innocent man with whom I crossed blades.