Chapters (76)
- Cover
- Praise forMATTHEW HARFFY
- BY MATTHEW HARFFY
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Maps
- Epigraph
- Contents
- Place Names
- One
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- Three
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- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
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- Twenty-One
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- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
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- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
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- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sixty
- Sixty-One
- Sixty-Two
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- An Invitation from the Publisher
“Ljósberari had ignored my pleas,” she said, her voice quick and curt, as if she wanted to rush through the telling and not to dwell on those memories. “His people had lit a fire, and they were ready to burn me, as they had so many before.” She faltered in the telling for a moment. With a shiver, she forced herself to continue. “It was only when that bastard, Chlotar, set upon me that things changed. Perhaps I should be thankful to him for that. Ljósberari had been sure that like all his victims, I must have the darkness burnt from me. I was certain then that I would die. The children wailed and screamed, the men and women howled like beasts. Then the Frank ripped off my dress.” She raised her shoulders, proud of this memory at least. “I stood before Ljósberari naked, and with the power of Frigg, I willed myself not to show my fear to him, or to that monster, Chlotar, and the slavering thralls baying like hounds scenting a hart. If I was to die, I would die with my pride. I would not weep and beg. I stood tall, and stared at Ljósberari.”
“And he spared you?” I asked, lost in her tale and uncaring now of the stupidity of my question.
“He saw for the first time the whiteness of my skin and hair. The colour of my eyes. These eyes and this hair, that so unsettle men, saved my life. For he believed I was touched by the light. He called off his Frank and the howling hounds then.”
“Are you?” I asked.
“Am I what?”
“Touched by the light?” I could think of no better explanation for the hue of her skin, hair and eyes. I have never seen anyone else with skin and hair so pale, and her eyes were not natural.
Gudrun laughed at that, and it was as if with her laughter, we were able to breathe again.
“Ljósberari’s light and darkness reside within us all.” She shrugged. “Or perhaps in none of us. Mostly, I would say they dwell within him.” She let out a long sigh and stared into the flames. “I believe the battle he sees in others is really his own.”
Forty-Two
We slept around the campfire in the clearing before Gudrun’s hut. When darkness fell, the seeress slipped away. I lay awake for a time thinking of her story, and imagining Aelfwyn and Revna amongst the onlookers to Gudrun’s torment. How many people had they seen tortured and murdered? Even if they yet lived, would they still be the young women we were searching for? I pondered too Gudrun’s strength. She was clearly intelligent and knowledgeable, but I wondered at the life she had led. The solitude she must feel here. Had she once lived in a village, surrounded by kin? Had she been driven away because of her pallor and pink eyes?