Chapters (76)
- Cover
- Praise forMATTHEW HARFFY
- BY MATTHEW HARFFY
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Maps
- Epigraph
- Contents
- Place Names
- One
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- Three
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- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sixty
- Sixty-One
- Sixty-Two
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- An Invitation from the Publisher
“I am glad your hearing is intact,” said Fridwin, the slightest of smiles on his lips. “You have not lost that, along with your faith. God is good.”
Met with the minster father’s implacable demeanour, I had at first been unsure of myself. But his obvious disdain now kindled something within me, an anger that I had come to know lurked just beneath the surface.
“I had hoped to see some of the great tomes you have here,” I said. “I have copied parts of Ceolfrith’s pandect and Willibrord’s calendar. My teacher, Brother Leofstan, told me you had a copy of Beda’s Historia ecclesiastica gentis Anglorum within your library.”
Fridwin sniffed again.
“Brother Leofstan is correct,” he said, looking as if he had smelt something disgusting. “In that at least.”
I nodded, making to step past him into the shadowed scriptorium. He moved to block my path.
“Alas, you cannot enter the scriptorium. The books are for the eyes of our brothers in Christ alone.”
I stopped moving, as if Fridwin had slapped me across the face. I felt my rage building up inside me and I opened my mouth. I wanted to shout at him. Until a few months before I had been copying texts in the scriptorium at Werceworthe. But I could see from his expression that he knew this. A small, dark voice inside me whispered that I should punch the man. Who was he to deny me?
Perhaps Fridwin saw some of my conflict displayed on my features, for he took a step backwards.
“You are no longer one of our brethren, Hunlaf.” He swallowed, maybe thinking of who I had become. What I was capable of. His eyes flicked down to take in the sword and seax on my belt. “If you wish to pray, might I suggest, Saint Peter’s? There is a fine carving of Christ on the altar, and the coloured glass in the windows is truly a marvel. Many find the colours soothing as they pray for spiritual guidance.”
I glowered at him, my fists clenched at my side. He had no idea of the sacrifices I had made. I had been forced to decide between the brethren and the blade. It had been clear to me that I needed to embrace the way of the sword if I was to protect those I loved; my family at Werceworthe. I did not regret my decision, but it was perhaps not until that moment, with the sneering Fridwin denying me access to the scriptorium, that I understood the true impact of my choice.