Chapters (76)
- Cover
- Praise forMATTHEW HARFFY
- BY MATTHEW HARFFY
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Maps
- Epigraph
- Contents
- Place Names
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- Seven
- Eight
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- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
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- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sixty
- Sixty-One
- Sixty-Two
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- An Invitation from the Publisher
“Expand your stance,” he snapped, rapping my shin with the long stick he carried for the purpose of helping me not to forget his lessons. “Come now, Killer,” he said, “you can do better than that. I am still injured, and yet I am faster than you. Where is your youth?”
I practised the parry, feint and lunging attack he had explained to me once more, pushing my aching body to the extreme of its endurance. I had been lifting heavy beams of oak all day and every day before that, and my muscles screamed in protest at the lack of rest.
And yet I did not halt or complain. The flames of battle had burnt away my childish notions of glory. I had witnessed the truth of it, and knew that the instruction Gwawrddur provided might well keep me alive when next I was called to stand against an enemy.
I missed Cormac. The Hibernian had been a good sparring partner and a better friend. He was headstrong and foolish, but also brave and honourable, and I would have given anything then to have had him standing with me before Gwawrddur’s piercing glower. Tears stung my eyes as I remembered Cormac. No matter how much I wished it, I would never again hear his musical voice, or clash blades with him as we vied to prove who was the better swordsman.
I cuffed the tears away. I would cry no more. I had shed enough tears for Cormac when we had laid him to rest. I was a warrior now, and men who lived and died by the blade did not weep like women.
Gwawrddur pushed me to exhaustion, but when I finally shrugged off my byrnie, wrapping myself in my cloak to sleep, my mind was full of thoughts that swirled like one of the vast murmurations of starlings that drifted over the moors, rising and falling; a living cloud. Sleep was slow to embrace me on those nights, and I wished Hereward was yet at Werceworthe. The Northumbrian warrior would have given me good counsel. Perhaps his lord, Uhtric of Bebbanburg, might have offered us help with the building and equipping of the ship. But Hereward had done what his lord had commanded of him when we defeated the Norse invaders and shortly afterwards, as soon as the rains subsided, he bade us farewell and rode northward in search of his master, and the war that still raged in Pictland.