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  1. A Good Death
  2. Table of Contents
  3. A Good Death
  4. Elizabeth Ironside
  5. Prologue
  6. Part One
  7. Bonnemort
  8. 7 September 1944
  9. Chapter One
  10. Part Two
  11. Paris and Bonnemort
  12. 10 September 1944 – 28 January 1945
  13. Chapter Two
  14. Chapter Three
  15. Chapter Four
  16. Chapter Five
  17. Chapter Six
  18. Chapter Seven
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Chapter Nine
  21. Chapter Ten
  22. Chapter Eleven
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Part Three
  27. Bonnemort
  28. 6 June – 18 August 1944
  29. Chapter Fifteen
  30. Chapter Sixteen
  31. Chapter Seventeen
  32. Chapter Eighteen
  33. Chapter Nineteen
  34. Chapter Twenty
  35. Chapter Twenty-one
  36. Chapter Twenty-two
  37. Chapter Twenty-three
  38. Chapter Twenty-four
  39. Part Four
  40. Bonnemort
  41. 10–15 March 1945
  42. Chapter Twenty-five
  43. Chapter Twenty-six
  44. Chapter Twenty-seven
  45. Chapter Twenty-eight
  46. Chapter Twenty-nine
  47. Chapter Thirty
  48. Chapter Thirty-one
  49. Chapter Thirty-two
  50. Chapter Thirty-three
  51. Chapter Thirty-four
  52. Chapter Thirty-five
  53. Chapter Thirty-six
  54. Chapter Thirty-seven
  55. Epilogue
  56. 1999
  57. Chapter Thirty-eight

‘Have we any ham? As an alsacien, he would do anything for a ham.’

‘No,’ said Micheline, sharply. ‘There’s no ham.’

‘Micheline, it’s for Henri.’

‘I’d give my soul for Henri,’ said Micheline, ‘and it’d do more good than that lot. It’s wrong to do business with these types and it’s stupid, too. You’ll see. He’ll take everything and keep Henri. I’ll give you a dried sausage.’

‘It’s worth trying,’ Ariane insisted. And it wasn’t just food she was trying.

She took out a suit that she had not worn for a year, at least since she went to Clermont to find Suzie, and tried it on. Florence looked at it doubtfully.

‘You’ve lost weight,’ she said. ‘We’ll have to do something about that.’ She folded up two handkerchiefs and handed them to Ariane. ‘Stuff those in your bust. Let’s hope he never gets close enough to discover the trick. I’ll take the hem up too, to make it look more up to date.’

Wilder was a small man, smaller than she, and obese. His face was swollen with fat, so that his eyes receded into slits. Short, sandy hair contrasted unpleasantly with his unnaturally dark red complexion. In spite of his gross belly, he rose nimbly as she entered. She listened to his accent as he greeted her and did her best to imitate the slight twang to his French. Yes, she too was from Alsace, at least her family was, and she intended to make the connexion work, along with any other that seemed promising.

Afterwards she found she had enjoyed the interview. She played her part with verve, flirting with him, emphasising every feminine gesture, every expression of eye and mouth.

She was distraught, she told him. She was a war widow, living on her property, alone and helpless, and her farm manager had been picked up in the village bar by his gendarmes. He was, of course, totally innocent. A solid family man in his fifties, who had lived in the country all his life. How could he be a terrorist or a communist?

He responded instinctively, like a dog circling a bitch on heat, prolonging the meeting with questions about the farm, to which she answered charmingly. She watched him dispassionately, and asked herself, if it came to sleeping with him, could she do it? She realised, with a shock, that what would stop her was not the significance of the act, but the fact that he was physically repulsive. She tried to imagine him naked, grotesquely white, patched with reddish hair, genitals hanging heavily, pink, tripe-like tubes escaping from his gut, and was revolted. But she knew that her objections, aesthetic not moral, were meaningless. She would if she had to.

She stayed until he reluctantly gave the signal that he must attend to more important matters. She recalled him timidly to the purpose of her visit, ‘My farm manager … You’re going to give him back to me?’ She might have been asking for a chocolate, or a kiss.