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  1. A Good Death
  2. Table of Contents
  3. A Good Death
  4. Elizabeth Ironside
  5. Prologue
  6. Part One
  7. Bonnemort
  8. 7 September 1944
  9. Chapter One
  10. Part Two
  11. Paris and Bonnemort
  12. 10 September 1944 – 28 January 1945
  13. Chapter Two
  14. Chapter Three
  15. Chapter Four
  16. Chapter Five
  17. Chapter Six
  18. Chapter Seven
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Chapter Nine
  21. Chapter Ten
  22. Chapter Eleven
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Part Three
  27. Bonnemort
  28. 6 June – 18 August 1944
  29. Chapter Fifteen
  30. Chapter Sixteen
  31. Chapter Seventeen
  32. Chapter Eighteen
  33. Chapter Nineteen
  34. Chapter Twenty
  35. Chapter Twenty-one
  36. Chapter Twenty-two
  37. Chapter Twenty-three
  38. Chapter Twenty-four
  39. Part Four
  40. Bonnemort
  41. 10–15 March 1945
  42. Chapter Twenty-five
  43. Chapter Twenty-six
  44. Chapter Twenty-seven
  45. Chapter Twenty-eight
  46. Chapter Twenty-nine
  47. Chapter Thirty
  48. Chapter Thirty-one
  49. Chapter Thirty-two
  50. Chapter Thirty-three
  51. Chapter Thirty-four
  52. Chapter Thirty-five
  53. Chapter Thirty-six
  54. Chapter Thirty-seven
  55. Epilogue
  56. 1999
  57. Chapter Thirty-eight

She studied the approaching figure of Sabine. She might be wrong, her memories and emotion roused at a false alarm. There must be more than one Sabine de Cazalle in the world and this one could be a Sabine married to a Cazalle. That was much more likely. She felt a loosening in her chest, as if her not being the Sabine de Cazalle somehow changed things.

The woman sat down beside her and she held out the passport and boarding card.

‘You dropped these,’ she said.

Sabine de Cazalle took them with a quick word of thanks. Her English was heavily accented, but automatic, her reply formal. She was clearly not someone who fell into conversation with fellow travellers. As she began to study her magazine, her attention firmly focused, her companion said, ‘I’m sorry, I have to ask you this. I saw your name and I wondered if you were Sabine de Cazalle of Bonnemort.’

The look of astonishment was confirmation enough. ‘Yes, I am, or at least I was.’

‘My name is Rachel Oppenheim. It won’t mean anything to you, but if I say I was known as Suzie as a girl, you will know who I am.’

Sabine de Cazalle’s expression was distant, her magazine remained half-open. ‘No,’ she said, ‘I don’t think the name means anything to me.’

Rachel Oppenheim was not going to be put off by European reserve. ‘I lived with you during the war at Bonnemort. I was called Suzie Ollivier then.’

‘You lived with us?’ Sabine was genuinely puzzled. ‘I think there must be some mistake. I don’t recall …’

Rachel turned towards her, speaking feverishly. ‘I’m Jewish, of course, and I was taken in by your stepmother, Madame Ariane. I lived with you there for two years and then another two years in Paris.’

Sabine now understood that she could not brush away this encounter. She looked at the well-preserved American face under its smooth cap of white hair knotted in a chignon. She saw a stranger gazing at her with an almost hysterical intensity, someone she had never met before in her life.

‘My stepmother was made a Companion of the Resistance for what she did during the war. I know we sheltered a number of people at Bonnemort during those years, but I wasn’t involved. I was only a child. I had the impression that the fugitives stayed for a matter of days, not more than a week or so.’

‘ Your stepmother should be named a Righteous Gentile. She saved my life,’ Rachel said passionately. ‘Both my parents died in the Shoah. My grandparents, great-uncles and great-aunts, cousins, every member of my family in Europe, except me, was murdered by the Nazis.’ She opened her large Hermes bag, fumbled for a handkerchief and blew her nose. ‘I’m sorry. I never talk about these things normally. I never think of the past; it’s necessary to forget. It was the sight of your name that brought it all back to me.’