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  1. A Good Death
  2. Table of Contents
  3. A Good Death
  4. Elizabeth Ironside
  5. Prologue
  6. Part One
  7. Bonnemort
  8. 7 September 1944
  9. Chapter One
  10. Part Two
  11. Paris and Bonnemort
  12. 10 September 1944 – 28 January 1945
  13. Chapter Two
  14. Chapter Three
  15. Chapter Four
  16. Chapter Five
  17. Chapter Six
  18. Chapter Seven
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Chapter Nine
  21. Chapter Ten
  22. Chapter Eleven
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Part Three
  27. Bonnemort
  28. 6 June – 18 August 1944
  29. Chapter Fifteen
  30. Chapter Sixteen
  31. Chapter Seventeen
  32. Chapter Eighteen
  33. Chapter Nineteen
  34. Chapter Twenty
  35. Chapter Twenty-one
  36. Chapter Twenty-two
  37. Chapter Twenty-three
  38. Chapter Twenty-four
  39. Part Four
  40. Bonnemort
  41. 10–15 March 1945
  42. Chapter Twenty-five
  43. Chapter Twenty-six
  44. Chapter Twenty-seven
  45. Chapter Twenty-eight
  46. Chapter Twenty-nine
  47. Chapter Thirty
  48. Chapter Thirty-one
  49. Chapter Thirty-two
  50. Chapter Thirty-three
  51. Chapter Thirty-four
  52. Chapter Thirty-five
  53. Chapter Thirty-six
  54. Chapter Thirty-seven
  55. Epilogue
  56. 1999
  57. Chapter Thirty-eight

Suzie leaned forward and pulled down the covers a little so that she could see more of Sabine’s face. The swelling round her eyes had subsided a little and the bandage on her head had been removed, showing where her hair had been cut short to dress her scalp. She was unrecognisable as the Sabine with the moon face and the cloud of hair, who had rushed Suzie from the pigsty to the chapel when she arrived at Bonnemort.

‘It was him, wasn’t it?’

Sabine nodded. Suzie stroked the hand that was curled on the edge of the covers, as if she was petting Lou Moussou. She didn’t know what else to do or to say. She saw that tears were slipping down Sabine’s cheeks. They sat silently for a while, then Suzie said, ‘How did it happen? You didn’t have to go back to school, did you?’

Sabine shook her head. She had stopped crying. Suzie thought that she was not going to reply, but at last she said, ‘After Christmas, he came to find me and asked about my lessons, who was teaching me.’

‘Who was?’

‘The aunts.’

‘And?’

‘He offered me some books for my classes. The aunts, of course, didn’t know about the proper courses or anything. They just taught what they liked. When I told him he made fun of what they were teaching me. But even more about her, what she taught us when you were here.’

Suzie said nothing. My enemy’s enemy is my friend. What had they been studying when Madame Ariane had produced that saying? Anyone who scorned her stepmother was Sabine’s friend. She would not stop to ask herself why.

‘He hated her, too.’

‘Why?’ Suzie asked, herself rather than Sabine. ‘Why does he hate Madame Ariane? Why do people hate me because I’m Jewish?’

Sabine ignored these questions as irrelevant, so Suzie asked, ‘What happened then?’

‘We went for walks. He wanted to know about Bonnemort.’

‘What about Bonnemort?’

‘All about when the Germans were here. He wanted to know about you, for example. He was surprised that you were Jewish. He thought you couldn’t be, because you stayed so long.’

‘What else?’

‘Oh, Henri. Henri was in the Resistance, but he wasn’t any good, so that’s why he got killed.’

‘Sabine,’ Suzie’s voice was shocked. ‘You hate Madame Ariane, so I can see why you let him talk like that about her. But you loved Henri. How could you let him say such things?’

‘I only listened,’ Sabine said defensively.

‘But you talked as well. That’s why he wanted to see you. He was finding things out from you. What did you tell him?’

‘I only told the truth.’

‘Sabine, it’s not whether it’s true or false, it’s who you tell it to. Don’t you remember …’

She was about to recall Madame Ariane’s words after their visit to Lavallade on the Fourteenth of July, but it was pointless to quote her to Sabine. How dangerous life with Sabine had been. Even more than she had realised at the time. Sabine might, on impulse, have told someone, anyone, about her being Jewish, at any time. But she hadn’t done so. She had held the gun, which Suzie had given her, to her head, but she had never pulled the trigger. In the instant of gratitude for that concealment, Suzie knew what Sabine had betrayed.