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  1. A Good Death
  2. Table of Contents
  3. A Good Death
  4. Elizabeth Ironside
  5. Prologue
  6. Part One
  7. Bonnemort
  8. 7 September 1944
  9. Chapter One
  10. Part Two
  11. Paris and Bonnemort
  12. 10 September 1944 – 28 January 1945
  13. Chapter Two
  14. Chapter Three
  15. Chapter Four
  16. Chapter Five
  17. Chapter Six
  18. Chapter Seven
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Chapter Nine
  21. Chapter Ten
  22. Chapter Eleven
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Part Three
  27. Bonnemort
  28. 6 June – 18 August 1944
  29. Chapter Fifteen
  30. Chapter Sixteen
  31. Chapter Seventeen
  32. Chapter Eighteen
  33. Chapter Nineteen
  34. Chapter Twenty
  35. Chapter Twenty-one
  36. Chapter Twenty-two
  37. Chapter Twenty-three
  38. Chapter Twenty-four
  39. Part Four
  40. Bonnemort
  41. 10–15 March 1945
  42. Chapter Twenty-five
  43. Chapter Twenty-six
  44. Chapter Twenty-seven
  45. Chapter Twenty-eight
  46. Chapter Twenty-nine
  47. Chapter Thirty
  48. Chapter Thirty-one
  49. Chapter Thirty-two
  50. Chapter Thirty-three
  51. Chapter Thirty-four
  52. Chapter Thirty-five
  53. Chapter Thirty-six
  54. Chapter Thirty-seven
  55. Epilogue
  56. 1999
  57. Chapter Thirty-eight

‘Did you see her again? Did she speak to you?’ For Theo the refusal to talk was almost the worst thing. The answers to all his questions were there in his daughter’s head, if he could only spin the thread out of her brain.

Ariane’s voice was suddenly sharp. ‘She won’t talk to me, Theo. It’s no good thinking it. She hates me,’ she said flatly.

‘What do you mean, she hates you?’

‘Exactly what I say. From the moment I took her from the convent, after you left, she hated and resented me. I can’t tell you what I endured: rudeness, insolence, mockery …’

‘Ariane, you are the adult and she is the child. You had all the power. How could she …’

‘Oh, Theo, that’s easy to say.’ She took her hand from his arm and strode up the steps towards the higher terrace. ‘You’ve never tried to look after someone else’s child, who holds you responsible for her parent’s death.’

‘But you weren’t responsible …’

‘Of course I wasn’t. That has nothing to do with anything. It was a nightmare, living with her. And the worst time was when the SS were here. Sabine infected Suzie. The two of them were like mad creatures and in the end …’ She stopped abruptly, turned round and began to walk slowly back to the house. ‘Anyway, there’s no hope that Sabine will speak to me. I would suggest that Suzie might talk to her, if I didn’t feel that their relationship had been strange, unhealthy. You’re her father. You’ll have to wait until she’s prepared to talk to you.’

He did not follow her inside. From the woods he could hear the creaking double call of a hen pheasant, reminding him of chill grey afternoons like this, out shooting with Henri. He missed him badly. The old grey wall, demarcation line between forest and garden, had collapsed at one point, the stones tumbling down the hill, the inner ones, newly exposed, shining gold, like the brilliance of flesh gaping through a wound. Neglect and decay; the absence of Henri showed everywhere. He could not for the moment think of what more to do about Sabine, yet he needed action. He had not come here from Paris to sit beside the library fire and read a paper. He decided to make another attempt to meet the Russian Nikola who had perhaps been with Henri when he was captured and could tell him how it happened.

Chapter Twenty-six

From somewhere up the slope beyond the cottage at Pechagrier Theo heard the rhythmic blows of an axe. He walked round the house, disturbing a couple of red-necked hens, which ran from him squawking, hopping with surprising agility into the branches of a bare fig tree. He passed a wired-off vegetable garden, where leek fronds, onion shoots and yellowing cabbages were scattered without pattern in an expressionistic muddle. A dog bounded down the hill, barking fiercely, followed by his master, carrying an axe, which he looked ready to wield at an intruder who displeased him. Like the dog, he halted at a distance to view his visitor.