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  1. A Good Death
  2. Table of Contents
  3. A Good Death
  4. Elizabeth Ironside
  5. Prologue
  6. Part One
  7. Bonnemort
  8. 7 September 1944
  9. Chapter One
  10. Part Two
  11. Paris and Bonnemort
  12. 10 September 1944 – 28 January 1945
  13. Chapter Two
  14. Chapter Three
  15. Chapter Four
  16. Chapter Five
  17. Chapter Six
  18. Chapter Seven
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Chapter Nine
  21. Chapter Ten
  22. Chapter Eleven
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Part Three
  27. Bonnemort
  28. 6 June – 18 August 1944
  29. Chapter Fifteen
  30. Chapter Sixteen
  31. Chapter Seventeen
  32. Chapter Eighteen
  33. Chapter Nineteen
  34. Chapter Twenty
  35. Chapter Twenty-one
  36. Chapter Twenty-two
  37. Chapter Twenty-three
  38. Chapter Twenty-four
  39. Part Four
  40. Bonnemort
  41. 10–15 March 1945
  42. Chapter Twenty-five
  43. Chapter Twenty-six
  44. Chapter Twenty-seven
  45. Chapter Twenty-eight
  46. Chapter Twenty-nine
  47. Chapter Thirty
  48. Chapter Thirty-one
  49. Chapter Thirty-two
  50. Chapter Thirty-three
  51. Chapter Thirty-four
  52. Chapter Thirty-five
  53. Chapter Thirty-six
  54. Chapter Thirty-seven
  55. Epilogue
  56. 1999
  57. Chapter Thirty-eight

Sabine slipped her hand loosely through Suzie’s arm and pinched the flesh on the inside of her elbow between her nails. Suzie felt no pain at the time, although afterwards matching crescents of deep blue bruises marked Sabine’s threat: her life or Madame Ariane’s.

‘And you won’t tell anyone. You won’t betray me. No one will believe you anyway. And if you do, I’ll tell them who you are. I’ll write to the police in Racines, a denunciation, written in green ink. All the best ones are in green ink, apparently.’

Suzie felt the teeth of her trap. She had promised Maman and Madame Ariane not to tell anyone that she was Jewish; she could not go to Madame Ariane for help, out of shame for having betrayed her trust.

Sabine reached for her chin and pulled her round to face her. ‘Say you’ll help me.’

‘All right,’ Suzie conceded reluctantly, not looking her enemy in the eye.

‘Promise not to tell.’

‘I promise not to tell.’

Dropping a plate was not covered by such a promise, but she was still not sure if she would have the courage to do it.

Sabine let go of her chin and as Suzie turned her face away, she lunged towards her and bit her ear. Suzie cried out at the sudden, sharp pain, putting her hand up to feel the blood on her fingers.

‘That’s so you don’t forget.’

Woken early by Florence, the girls were sent mushrooming again the next day. Sabine was exceptionally diligent, gathering a large basketful of mushrooms. As they walked home, she said. ‘You’d better look at them to make sure they’re the kind we need.’

Suzie took the container and examined its contents. Sabine appeared to have picked everything she had seen, without discrimination, for several genuine Boletus edulis lay in the basket. Yet she had not done badly for her purpose. She had found an enormous Boletus satanas, which Suzie knew you must not pick, and a greeny-white mushroom, which she thought must be a highly poisonous Amanita phalloides. She boldly picked these two out and threw them away.

‘They’re no good to you.’

‘I thought they looked really wicked.’

‘The problem is that some of the poisonous ones look really like the edible ones. It’s a problem even for me. You’d got the wrong ones. Those are edible, and these too.’ She chucked out four more. ‘Those aren’t very good to eat, that’s why we don’t pick them normally, but they don’t do any harm.’

‘There’ll be none left soon,’ Sabine said angrily.

‘I can’t help it if you don’t pick the right ones.’

Sabine sulked, but not badly; she knew that she would get nowhere if she had to consult the book.

‘I’ve got some here for you.’ Suzie transferred several from her own basket. Sabine looked suspicious, but made no comment.

They took the spoils of their walk into the kitchen. Sabine shouted to Micheline, ‘We’re going to make a ragout for lunch.’