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  1. A Good Death
  2. Table of Contents
  3. A Good Death
  4. Elizabeth Ironside
  5. Prologue
  6. Part One
  7. Bonnemort
  8. 7 September 1944
  9. Chapter One
  10. Part Two
  11. Paris and Bonnemort
  12. 10 September 1944 – 28 January 1945
  13. Chapter Two
  14. Chapter Three
  15. Chapter Four
  16. Chapter Five
  17. Chapter Six
  18. Chapter Seven
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Chapter Nine
  21. Chapter Ten
  22. Chapter Eleven
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Part Three
  27. Bonnemort
  28. 6 June – 18 August 1944
  29. Chapter Fifteen
  30. Chapter Sixteen
  31. Chapter Seventeen
  32. Chapter Eighteen
  33. Chapter Nineteen
  34. Chapter Twenty
  35. Chapter Twenty-one
  36. Chapter Twenty-two
  37. Chapter Twenty-three
  38. Chapter Twenty-four
  39. Part Four
  40. Bonnemort
  41. 10–15 March 1945
  42. Chapter Twenty-five
  43. Chapter Twenty-six
  44. Chapter Twenty-seven
  45. Chapter Twenty-eight
  46. Chapter Twenty-nine
  47. Chapter Thirty
  48. Chapter Thirty-one
  49. Chapter Thirty-two
  50. Chapter Thirty-three
  51. Chapter Thirty-four
  52. Chapter Thirty-five
  53. Chapter Thirty-six
  54. Chapter Thirty-seven
  55. Epilogue
  56. 1999
  57. Chapter Thirty-eight

Sabine looked sulky at the way her provocation had been turned against her. Suzie had no problem about lying. She would lie and lie and lie again, spin any tale, if it would be believed and save her. Her fear was that her interrogators would step immediately beyond lie and truth, and that violence would descend impartially, on liar and truth-teller, guilty and innocent alike.

Chapter Twenty-two

Suzie and Sabine were cycling back from mass in Lepech Perdrissou. The aunts, who made the expedition in the donkey cart, their one outing of the week, always remained behind to lunch with the cure, leaving the girls to ride home by themselves.

Mass had been an occasion of fear for Suzie when she arrived at Bonnemort, heightened by the physical as well as spiritual preparations that Micheline insisted upon. She would wash the girls’ hair on Saturday evening, and lay out their best dresses, newly ironed. Suzie had been terrified of exposure through ignorance, and had no one to ask what she should do, for Madame Ariane did not attend mass. Suzie would therefore cultivate her blankest expression, practised in Clermont Ferrand when she was looking after Maman, which usually made adults think she was a little stupid, or even deaf. In this way she did not have to reply to such questions as, ‘When is your saint’s day, dear?’ or ‘When did you make your first communion, my child?’ The method had worked with the cure who, soon after her first appearance in church with the Cazalle family, ceased to make enquiries about her knowledge and origins. The first time that she attended mass she had been astonished at what they were doing, a Shabbat dinner performed for a Christian audience every Sunday. Now she was used to it, sitting, standing and kneeling automatically, moving her lips in time to Sabine’s responses.

The sun was almost at its peak and the road shimmered in front of them in the heat. Ahead, in the centre of the road, lay a tangle of rope which, when they reached it, suddenly thrashed itself into a paroxysm, coiling and recoiling, twisting and writhing in their path. Suzie yelped in disgust, swerving widely and riding on. Sabine braked and put her foot to the ground to look back.

‘It’s two snakes,’ she shouted. ‘Stop, stop, Suzie. Come and see.’

Suzie drew up, but would not go back.

‘They’re fighting, wrestling, killing one another,’ Sabine reported, walking closer, springing back as the live skein leaped like a single creature. ‘No, they’re fucking.’

‘It’s probably shedding its skin,’ Suzie suggested, when Sabine came alongside her.

‘No, there were too many, a whole knot of them. They were vipers, too. I saw the V mark on their heads: V for viper, V for victory.’ She began to chant, faster, as she put on a spurt and overtook Suzie. ‘V for viper, V for victory,’ she sang.

Suzie made no effort to catch her up, pedalling despondently behind. Sabine’s spirits had been manically cheerful since the parade at Lavallade two days earlier. She refused to admit this expedition as evidence of Madame Ariane’s innocence or good faith. They had been sitting in the winepress the previous evening to discuss the question of Madame Ariane and the major. ‘It’s nothing to do with the Resistance,’ she had explained to Suzie. ‘It’s sex, sex, sex.’