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Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Dermot Healy
  4. Praise
  5. A GOAT’S SONG
  6. I. Christmas Day in the Workhouse
  7. 1. Waiting for Catherine
  8. 2. Walking the Triangle
  9. 3. A Taxi Through New York at Midnight
  10. 4. Shangrila
  11. 5. The Nomads
  12. 6. Christmas Morning
  13. 7. The Love Object
  14. 8. The Cockatiel
  15. II. The Salmon of Knowledge
  16. 9. The Death of Matti Bonner
  17. 10. The Fenian Ledger
  18. 11. The News at Six
  19. 12. The Summer Home
  20. 13. The Outsiders
  21. 14. As Gaelige
  22. 15. O’Muichin and the Cléirseach
  23. 16. The Salmon of Knowledge
  24. III. The Hares
  25. 17. The Mourners
  26. 18. The Greatest Man in Ballyconeely
  27. 19. Oh No, Don’t Stop the Carnival
  28. 20. The Illustrated Sons of Ireland
  29. 21. The Sea
  30. 22. Through the Downhill Tunnel
  31. 23. The Irishman
  32. 24. Madame George
  33. 25. What Did Shamey Coyle Do When He Left Prison?
  34. IV. The Musical Bridge
  35. 26. Flying in Belfast
  36. 27. Crossing the Musical Bridge
  37. 28. Searching for Jack in Yeats’ County
  38. 29. Guilt–tripping
  39. 30. Corrloch
  40. 31. The Cuckoo Mocks the Corncrake
  41. 32. A Time of Big Seas
  42. 33. Popular Songs
  43. 34. Happiness

They were not his brothers. They walked in the imagination of their evil hearts and went backward and not forward. Catholics were not of the people. The God of the Bible was the people’s God, but they were afraid of Him. They held fast to deceit. They spoke peacefully to their neighbours with their mouths, but in their hearts they lay in wait. They were filled with delusions and assumptions. All the Catholics of the North were on the move. They had fooled themselves into thinking they were in the right. But the Protestants were marching to meet them.

And out of sight, accompanying them, went Jonathan Adams, his eye raised like a hawk for the telling angle of the hand-held camera. But he did not despise those Catholics he watched burying their dead, carrying Civil Rights banners or marching to confront the Housing Authority. He pitied them, and he was afraid of them. He pitied them because they were corrupt, he was afraid of them because they were the mercenaries of Rome. The year after Duke Street, a British report called for the disarming of the RUC. Then in October the first policeman was killed. It did not matter that he died by a Protestant hand, though some took vain refuge in that. The liberals always liked telling that story – how the first policeman died through Protestant terrorism. Or how there would have been no terrorism only for Protestant sectarianism and hatred. Jonathan knew that the enemy was always lying in wait. With the death of the policeman in Belfast Jonathan Adams knew it had begun. Soon policemen would die by guns fired by Catholics.

And not too long afterwards it happened. A cold tremor ran through all the RUC barracks of the North of Ireland. The disarming of the police was forgotten. It was too late. They had become the targets. And now the young policemen felt as Jonathan Adams did. The cry went out for revenge. And orders came through for them to hold their anger.

It was their turn to walk in fear.